Saturday, July 28, 2007

Birthdays

My 19th birthday~~~~
Some of the pictures taken....























Last saturday was my birthday and now Im 19!! Celebrated my birthday with my family on friday. Before my birthday i already had an early birthday present from my parents..they paid for my bag that im using it now in school. Haha... Was so surprised as i receive a card on monday with sweet messages from the class =) It was after our lunch when i received the card. Then thanks hy, Sn and Ly ~~ for making my life filled with fun and laughter, for being there and also enduring my temper. Thanks to everyone who give me those sweet wishes. And ya when i received one of the message i was so happy that Zh still remember my birthday! => *Huggess* Sn gave me a mirror with a rose on top of it. She say since i like looking at myself in things that reflect, giving me a mirror allows me to view myself from there!! So LOL!! Now i dare not do that anymore, since i was caught! =.=' Went to malaysia on saturday evening. Have dinner tgt with grandmother and relatives. Came back on sunday evening. Remembered that i have not do my homework and started rushing~~

Wednesday was Aloysius birthday. Happy Birthday to you and may all your wishes come true! =)

Thurs was I&E presentation and i couldnt go for the INAC extra classes which i needed badly. =( That 20 minutes was the longest 20 mins i ever had~~ =/ We clicked on the wrong file and all the way i was like talking to myself. I seriously dont understand what am i talking so how would the rest of the class do? The slides was worse and i was the one doing it . Our teacher said it was not in order and we should have talk about our products first instead. I felt so guilty as im the one doing the slides... I did ask my leader if the slides was in order and if it's ok, she say it was ... It's the worse presentation i ever had.. and i think i am the one who screwed up everything becuz of the slides!! =(

I have 3 tests next week!!
Monday: Biostatistic CCT
Tuesday: INAC from 4.30 to 5.45
Wednesday: MOBIO practical test


And there all these are taking control over me....
i couldnt concentrate and those ans in my mind went unanswered....
I was treated so differently... like as thought i did something wrong...
I dont like to be treated this way...
And yet my words are still left unsaid...

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Bstat Cct and Inac presentation

Went for roteract installation last saturday. Guess my friends were happy since the event went smoothly except that not many people attend. Well, at least it the event went on successfully.. right? We need to pay for the ticket and the cert which cost $10 and then plus the club T-shirt which is $16. Didnt even bring more than $10 on that day...cuz i totally forgot about it. Gosh~~~ Anyway was in a much better mood after the installation.

On Monday there was Bstat CCT. Alright..i didnt did that bad since i have only one ques wrong. But that one ques cost 11 marks!!! =( Went for club practice as usual but went off early cuz i wanted to complete my INAC presentation and i have a Biochem quiz the next day and i didnt study during weekends since i study for Bstat instead.

Tuesday went to teach tution. Just as usual.... my student gave me maths questions again.. Arghh!! Maybe im being irresponsible but i do really hope that i can change to teaching P1 or P2 instead... I really have no confidence teaching a P5 Kid and the feeling just got worse everytime i teach her. I fear of teaching her the wrong thing which would then cause her studies to worsen... Tell me what should i do ya?

Have presentation today. Can tell you honestly that it's screw up!! You know what our lecturer did? He kept yawning and he said that our class didnt present much anything that was interesting to him. For god sake...that INAC presentation have already make us go crazy lah..... and becuz of this i even made Shin Ni feel stress by hurrying cuz i was too worried and i can tell she's pek chei !! Im sorry .... Went to do I&E at 5pm... Was worried about that presentation too.... and keep hurrying them too... But afterall Im worrying too much cuz much have already been done. ~~~Phew~~~ at least not that stess anymore... =)


Random pictures that was taken during shopping time and during club practice. Thanks christine for teaching me the paint art thing. =>











Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It just bring melody to you

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It got into your heart and soul
And u start losing control
Losing all controls


Alright.... have been ask by christine to do this about 1 plus week ago...
The game is started by stating 6 weird things about themselves...


1) I am a very moodswing person. I can be very happy in the day but then cry in the middle of the night when i start thinking of something....


2) If i dont study i really dont study... but if i really have the mood, i can study for one whole day and i really mean it! Which means i can study from when i woke up until about 3 or 4 am and in between only a few hours of rest!!!


3) Even if i have already eaten my meal, it would seems as thought i have not since i dont feel full easily. Maybe you could say that i have like a guy's appetite? ( lucky i dont gain weight easily... )


4)I love to keep myself busy if Im unhappy or sad. Busy keeps me occupied so i would not start thinking things again


5)Most of the time i kept wondering who i am? Is it the true me? Am i speaking from what i feel in my heart or am i just hiding away....


6) I am 'partially blind'. You may be walking in front of me or sitting just beside me yet i may not be able to see that you are there. Am usually in my own world when im being left alone.

These 6 people are being selected !!

-Alison
-cassie
-Irene
-JinYuen
-Zhi Hui
-Edwin


Have quite a hard time thinking 6 weird thing about myself... it just shows that even i dont understand myself well.... o.O
Now Im trying to search for nice blogskins !!! =)

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Pictures uploading (genting)

Pictures taken during genting trip......
I love my mango pudding!! =)

Zhan Rong and me!

Zhan Rong say Cheez =)

I'm in love with cakes esp the chocolate one!!

Some of the nice scenery



My brothers =)

Alright..I finally upload the photos that was taken in genting. Guess my brothers enjoyed it more than i do....
Have taken back all results except mobio. Overall, Its not that bad compare to the last 2 semester. Hope i can continue to work even harder...... Esp mobio and inac.
Was like keep going out to shopping and stuff ..... not in a good mood to study and was abit in depression mode.... Anyway, due to all those going out etc... Im fine now !! Suddenly i just love buying clothes and i started to love shopping even more.... even if i have no money... Haha..
Today was I&E. Our idea is the library seat counter, which means it would detect the number of seats left in library so that students would not have difficulty finding seats. Cool Ya? For god sake...it's not at all!! We have problem creating it and that our teacher is like fussy about our idea saying that it's not good enough and that our research is not deep. This idea seems impossible to create and that teacher did told us that maybe we could change to another idea... but look... we have done so much research about those sensors and stuff, and i dont really want to give up. We will continue to work hard !!
Was doing I&E project at convention underpass with my group members. 4 of my classmates and raphael and other friends that i know through IS moules have booth setup at underpass too, so i end up buying food and things and kept eating non-stop... My classmates sold handicraft for charity. Although it's only for charity and the money they earn goes to charity, they still work hard to sell away those handicraft. =) And so i saw the other side of my classmates ... the way they work hard for charity and the way they care for the handicap lady. Cheers to them!!
My recent blog song lyrics..... by S.H.E
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺