Wahaha...this week is gonna be nice....

Tuesday is labour day... which means no school! Wednesday have no practical! Which means early dismissal! Wooo..... Thurs is e-learning week so also dont need to go to school. =)

Early in the morning ... in lecture hall.. was actually quite affected by something said. Take it that its a joke hor... Ermm.... i can only say that it's not true even though i didnt say anything. Hahaha.... if its true there would be war le lah since we always argue! And besides there is something which i would never even want to mention again least that it would cause hurt. I am going to avoid making the same mistake that i have made once.

Practice is cool today. =) Played some introduction games. Wanted to join in the games.. but i think i may end up falling down since my footwear is like high and slippery too. Give up the thought..... Went for dinner but i ate only ice-cream since there's dinner for me at home. Happy that there were many who joined in for dinner. Hope there would be more people to join in too. =)

Here's some pictures that i took secretly while the games was carried out... Haha... ^.^

~Panick ...afraid to get caught~

The 3 guys who get four-feeted

Promises

Another week passed away again.... I am quite lazy to post this few days....

Monday and wednesday, the club have audition. More than 20 people turn up on monday and its nice to see that many of them are like grade 8. If only my mum let me learn piano when i was young..i wouldnt have difficulty learning it now... or maybe i didnt even have talent .... whatever it is i still love piano. =) I am a bit crazy on that day... haha .. maybe im too happy or too excited. Later on in the week ... heard of something which i do not which to elaborate... hope its not true.... cuz really dont wish to believe it's true.

Wednesday was also ruth's birthday. Happy Birthday! Hope all your wish come true and may you find the one you truly love. =)

Is cca still important in poly? Some say that join so many ccas for what since it doesnt affect us when we go uni (if we manage to get in) yet others say that ccas will be the one which will differentiate you from the others who get in. I need a quick answer......

I am so bored. I have finished all my homework by saturday and was like left with nothing to do on sunday.End up watching pplive top 100 mtv. I know i always study study... and okay now im going to try to manage my time well. Hope i can finish all my homework and study for quiz in advance in weekends so i do not have to touch weekdays. Monday to wed is for ccas and im still left with thurs and fri. Maybe i will go and join somemore cca... Maybe Hi club... or use that 2 days to enjoy. Haha...see how first cuz i may just change my mind... If i didnt manage my time well ... then hammer me...Haha... =x

Anyway i grabbed this photo from christine since i didnt asked from raph... Hehe...Hope u dont mind. =) Its taken after audition.

Change my blog's song again..... find it nice...

-不做你的朋友-

慢慢失憶 所有和你的事情必須忘記

愛的盆地 深怕再一滴眼淚就會決堤

我也不想被你肯定　在這個時候　說我讓你感動過

別握住我的手　說我一定會懂　

作不成的愛人變成最好朋友

別牽著我的手　想著別人臉孔　換個方式牽手並不會更好過

可不可以不做你的朋友

慢慢心痛　沒有人發現我和從前不同

你的眼中　看得見另一個人給的感動

我也不要你心疼我　在這個時候　對我比從前溫柔

應該放晴的天氣　還下雨　別這樣下去

我難過　但是說不出口

(rap) 一直逃避　我以為閉上眼睛就能忘記　　　

我的記憶　開始在雨天的七月二十三　

慢慢經過　我們一起繞過的十字街口　　

　 怎麼走都走不到盡頭

別握住我的手　說我一定會懂　

做不成的愛人變成最好朋友

別牽著我的手　想著別人臉孔　

換個方式牽手並不會更好過

可不可以別回頭　

可不可以就放手　

可不可以不做你的朋友

Flip a coin...

Head or Tail?

Head... I continue to deny....

Tail... I say those words in my heart...

If i ever have the words to say

Woke up quite early...around 7 plus. Went to school to see christine perform and by concidence saw hy. Yesterday, she already say about going to LT for something but i didnt know we will be going to the same LT!! Only know today. Christine said she was nervous but i think she perform quite well only that the music piece very short. I dont have chance to take photos cuz camera low batt. =(

Homework completed:
Biostatistic practical and tutorial

Homework Left:
Molecular Biology Practical (half done cuz dont know how to do...)
Analytical Chemistry tutorial (half done cuz lecturer haven teach finish)
Biochem quizes in mel (must study 1st ..... the dead line is on 28th april)

And if i ever have the chance to say :

Maybe that's where the mistake lies

Today school was fine and i understand MOBIO practical too. Extract the DNA of E-coli. Actually dont really feel like going to school tml cuz im quite tired this whole week but ermm its not a long day so its ok.. just take it as a break... Hahaha. However Im not going to go out on sunday even i have promise Alison..... Im sorry.. =x


Tell me why does words hurt deeply when it means no harm at all and it wasnt intentional.....
Tell me why what was left was only unspoken words ??
I could no longer understand..... and it make me seems as though i being attitude and selfish .....
-But Im not... Im just feeling real tired-

First day as a tutor

Today was alright. Was in a very good mood since early in the morning. Haha... dont know for what reason either but just know that i got quite chatty later in the day too. Hate practical lah...i dont seems to understand anything in bchem pract. How How how????

My first day as a tutor. Feeling kind of nervous or should i say mix feelings... Tried to use a nice tone that i dont usually use with my friends all cuz i thought that she is a young child after all and may feel frightened having a new tutor. In the end, omg... we got quite crazy together. Pr 1 only bully me le.. >.<

Joined as a tutor becuz i thought that since i dont need to work on sat and sun anymore then why dont i do something that could make my life happy, keep myself occupied and learn something from that too =) Ermm.....of course cannot deny the fact that i join it so that i could gain some cca points which could help in future times lah =x
Love SN's kids. They are cute and nice. Guess it becuz SN had a way of handling them....making them feel like a big sister. Hope i get use to it after a few time and hope to learn to teach the kids even better.

My shoulder is aching after carrying the 4 thick lecture books, laptop and biostatistic book and i am broke after buying all those notes too! >.<

New semester

2 months passed just like that.... First day of school for the new semester. Have first lecture, INAC and i was like already so sleepy. Gosh! Guess the convention center lecture hall is just too comfortable for me. Biostatistic lecture was better since i felt more awake and able to listen. Went to the booth when there was break in btw and after lesson. Ermm, the number of people who sign up was like pathetic and our booth table was like empty!! >.<

Saturday was like pathetic... Went to school in the morning, shop in the afternoon with wq and then when i went home at night the door was like lock...and i dont have the door's key. My parents were blur lah...They went to malaysia and stayed overnight but they forgot not to lock the door cuz i only have the gate's key!!! In the end i end up going to my cousin's house to sleep. Only manage to go home the next day at 1 plus and after bath went straight to christine's house to paint the white cloth. Thanks christine's mum for her nice cooking. Its delicious =) Reach home at 11 plus.

This is recent blog's song lyrics ....

我比想像中愛妳

By JS

飞的越远越看不见

你阳光下灿烂的笑脸

在天和海之间那条界线 慢慢地走远

你曾经是我的地平线

你有没有一点想念

我们一起去年的夏天

有种爱的感觉 在心里面 那麼的强烈

而这一切 好像只是昨天

我才发现 我比想像中爱你

只是一不小心错过了你

每当夜深人静 我诚实的分析我自己

还是不可否认的

我比想像中爱你

浪花掠过沙滩边境(海风就像你的呼吸)

我又看见我们的脚印(那曾是回忆的痕迹)

如果遇见幸福的机率要千万分之一

不顾一切 也要找回你

我才发现我比想像中爱你

只是一不小心错过了你

每当夜深人静 我诚实的分析我自己

总会从梦中惊醒 还是不可否认的

我比想像中爱你

终於发现我比想像中爱你

只是一不小心错过了你

每当夜深人静 我诚实的分析我自己

总会从梦中惊醒 还是不可否认的

我比想像中爱你

Going to do hw le.... Sianz ................

Finally receive notes from edmund. Ehhh the notes so many making me feel stress..... Take a look at the notes while arranging and then feel that everything seems to be like so chim. Am really afraid that the 2nd year one will be like more difficult. Well.. i know im worrying too much again.... okay..i will try to take it easy when it comes... =)
Then went school for some discussion about the cca fiesta. Ehhh....very rush leh... >.<

Have a nice talk with Alison today. =)

Dont feel like going out. So took whole morning to look for new blogskin. Love this blue blogskin. =)

This is the lyrics of the song that i put up...

-爱的主旋律-

是你在那个雨季闯进我生命,

带着一点任信和迷人表情,
是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂.

温暖的笑容换我仅有的坚定.

天上一万颗星星,我却只看见你.

要说这是幸运,还是不可思议,

身边太多风景,我却停在这里,

说我傻得可以,还不是因为你.

是你的声音,带给我勇气.

恋爱的频率,就在我心底.

如果你愿意,是的/我愿意.

爱在我幸福的主旋律.

从前都是你,现在我相信,

天空会放晴,爱会更甜蜜,

如果你愿意,是的/我愿意.

爱的主旋律,永远唱下去.

Going off to play maple...hope can play until at least lvl 25. Consider not bad le since i only use less than 2 months to level up compare to the last character which i took like almost one yr. The last character i dont have skills to kill monster so in the end the process of level up so slow.Now definitely better. =)

Days passing away

Went in to Malaysia with my parents yesterday afternoon. Actually decided to buy some clothes or some stuff but in the end didnt manage to buy any cuz most of the time was spent in my aunt's new house and we only managed to shop at night. The house was beautiful and comfortable! >.< Got so comfort that we actually start sitting and watching Tv...... My parents were afraid that there would be traffic jam so we actually stayed overnight. I watched DVD, the prince that turn into a frog, until i felt like sleeping. End up sleeping for less than 4 hrs. Return home in the afternoon today. Was so tired and so went to have a nap after i had a bath.

School is starting in 7 days time . I should be feeling happy since i am like feeling so bored already. But then when i start thinking about projects and tutorials....*fainting* Just see how first then decide.....

Love is very special

Yet it can make you feel so lost

It would arrive just like the springtime

And then melt away like morning frost

Love must find ways to nurture

And to grow it with tender care

It should never ever be taken for granted

That the love, memories, promise and dreams that both once share

Falling

Monday went out with christine to bugis and then orchard.
Bought a watch at bugis.
Christine bought a wallet from guess at orchard.
Didnt went for club practice cuz we wanted to watch the show -making miracle- which was the last episode.

Tuesday accompany ruth to polyclinic. Hope you get well soon =) Then went to chinatown cuz we wanted to go to the shop where Alison work. Hmmm...dont really like the things there even though its nice cuz i prefer something that is simple ....dont really like the beads and stuff. =X Anyway, Alison... happy working!! =)

Finished watching -18,29- in 2 days. Watch it for the whole day on wednesday from the time i woke up till night. Got so sleeply after watching for whole day >.<

Tell me why am i this way .......
Firstly, I have so much to say in my heart but yet whenever i want to say something... it come out all the wrong way which means it was not the words i wanted to say. Maybe i should have never speak at all. If i could deny i would have done so .... if i could lie i could have done so long ago but i couldnt. I'm sorry....

Secondly, i dont really know why it happen this way. I know i always misunderstood people. I know i always didnt even try to understand. Maybe thats why im often misunderstood by others too .... Was once told of something which i shall not elaborate much....i dont know why but i know it hurts. I dont even know why that word actually came out...i dont even know what makes u think this way... maybe a joke? But it sounds so serious.... Or is it that there's something u misunderstood about me. I didnt even dare to ask even till now but i hope you should know that those words hurt...

Lastly, it seems that i am a irresponsible person. When problem arises, maybe all i do was run and hide? I dont even know how to solve problem well at all and i dont know how to explain when things go wrong.....

Words to say to someone who talk to me early in the morning on thurs about something : I dont really understand nor can i comment on anything but i do wish you get the answer you are looking for.It was never nice to feel this way..definitely.Being stuck ...and dont even know how we feel etc..that is the most terrible feeling. Maybe listening to your heart will help and really hope you take time to think through first before making any decision.

Sick ~~

This entry is suppose to be for saturday. Was reading CHPS friendster profile that i actually forgot about the time. At least its still not that bad that the students still remember that this school once exist. =X

It was the last day of work. That working place is going to be renovate for 9 months so that it would be new and bigger. Feelings i cant describe... I was suppose to feel happy since i really dont like to work over there but i wasnt at all. The feeling of as though u are going to lose something .... Didnt really have the mood to work plus wasnt feeling well early in the morning. Didnt tell my parents that i wasnt feeling well but they found out when i couldnt endure anymore and started vomiting. >.<
Hmmm now i didnt have to work during sat and sun i would have more time for studies, friends etc =)

My maid is going back to her home. Draw a card for her hope she like it =) All the best to her.