Falling

Monday went out with christine to bugis and then orchard.
Bought a watch at bugis.
Christine bought a wallet from guess at orchard.
Didnt went for club practice cuz we wanted to watch the show -making miracle- which was the last episode.

Tuesday accompany ruth to polyclinic. Hope you get well soon =) Then went to chinatown cuz we wanted to go to the shop where Alison work. Hmmm...dont really like the things there even though its nice cuz i prefer something that is simple ....dont really like the beads and stuff. =X Anyway, Alison... happy working!! =)

Finished watching -18,29- in 2 days. Watch it for the whole day on wednesday from the time i woke up till night. Got so sleeply after watching for whole day >.<

Tell me why am i this way .......
Firstly, I have so much to say in my heart but yet whenever i want to say something... it come out all the wrong way which means it was not the words i wanted to say. Maybe i should have never speak at all. If i could deny i would have done so .... if i could lie i could have done so long ago but i couldnt. I'm sorry....

Secondly, i dont really know why it happen this way. I know i always misunderstood people. I know i always didnt even try to understand. Maybe thats why im often misunderstood by others too .... Was once told of something which i shall not elaborate much....i dont know why but i know it hurts. I dont even know why that word actually came out...i dont even know what makes u think this way... maybe a joke? But it sounds so serious.... Or is it that there's something u misunderstood about me. I didnt even dare to ask even till now but i hope you should know that those words hurt...

Lastly, it seems that i am a irresponsible person. When problem arises, maybe all i do was run and hide? I dont even know how to solve problem well at all and i dont know how to explain when things go wrong.....

Words to say to someone who talk to me early in the morning on thurs about something : I dont really understand nor can i comment on anything but i do wish you get the answer you are looking for.It was never nice to feel this way..definitely.Being stuck ...and dont even know how we feel etc..that is the most terrible feeling. Maybe listening to your heart will help and really hope you take time to think through first before making any decision.