Somewhere over the rainbow

Dearest Granny

2010-05-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

Granny passed away peacefully on 29th April at 3.14am.. I will never forget the look on her face. Thanks for colleagues and friends who are there at the funeral. I know that god has bring her to a better place from all the pain she might face. Comfort at the fact that at least it was not the cancer that cause her pain and suffering when she passed the last stage of her life.

The day before after my work, I received a call from mum. She said my granny was having breathing difficulties and I was told to go home immediately to cook for my brothers as the maid had to accompany my granny in the ambulance. After dinner, I was told that granny could not make it that night... All that sudden my mind was in a blank.. Brought my brothers along took a cab and met my sis to go together.

Even before I reach the hospital, my eyes was swollen from all the crying. I was afraid that I couldn't see her for the last time. The counter people ask for my info and my granny's name and ward but at that time I really wasn't able to answer clearly.. My brother-in-law have to step in to help.

Uncle was the last to reach as he had to work. At that time even though no voice came out, we know that she was calling for my uncle to be there.

We were there till 10 plus until we had no choice to leave.. I stayed there the whole night to accompany my granny and hold her left hand as she kept trying to take out the oxygen mask. My cousin came to accompany us after she had dinner with her friends. After staying up for one whole night asking the nurse for my granny's BP and heart rate, the nurse tell me a news that make me feel better. She said my granny's condition was better that before.

I fall asleep somehow as I was really too tired.. When I woke up she seems asleep.. And she was like this the whole day. I was there until near 8.30 pm. The doctor told my cousin and I to go home as staying there in the hospital is not going to be a short term.. And so I thought of going to work on thursday and decided to come straight from work to accompany her again and stay there since Im having off on fri and sat. But it was too late... My granny passed away early morning..

Until now I regretted not staying on the second night.. I thought she pulled through the critical stage which is what the doctor said.. I wanted very much to hold her hands when she leave so that she won't be lonely..

I still hope that it was a dream and when I wake up granny is still there.. I cried very hard the first few days because it was too sudden to accept..

Goodbye Granny. I love you always. ♥♥

2010-04-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

My granny is getting weaker and weaker day by day. She fall down at the toilet last Saturday. Wth.. Thanks to the new maid (arrived less than a week) who dont know how to look after her properly.... The new maid was hired just specially to look after my granny so that the other maid, Cherry will have lighter workload. Her job scope is very easy; to ensure that my granny did not fall, to wheel her around the neighborhood so she will not feel bored. And what? She went away when my granny was in the toilet. Even Cherry can look after her better even though with so many workloads in her hand.

I get emergency time off from work and took a cab back home to look at my granny. When I wanted to took the same cab and send my granny to the hospital, my Dad stopped me asking me to observe first before sending her in. Because of this matter, i was angry for a few days. To me, old people falling down is a serious matter and you will never know what is affected inside the brain. Thankfully she is alright or i will remember this incident for long.

Went to watch Clash of the Titans after work on Thursday. A nice movie that i rate 4 out of 5.

2010-03-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

I attended Royston's 21st birthday last saturday after my work. Did not want to attend in the first place cuz Ivy was sick and i had no accompany. Shin ni was there since afternoon but by the time i reach there she had to go back to Malaysia. Luckily there is 2 other guys accompanying me that night or i might have leave early. There was only 4 from NP which includes me, SN and that 2 guys while the rest are his secondary school and army friends. One of the guy is from Biomedical science and he was the one who entertain me most of the time after shin ni left and he even help me to get drinks. Isnt he gentleman? Thanks to the 2 of them if not i would have feel really bored.

I have been feeling very lost lately. I didnt talk to my parents like i use to anymore. I use to talk to them about my work, studies and friends. How i wish i could tell them how lost i am right now. Everyday i am smiling but deep down inside i am very lost. I become very quiet each time i reach home which is not me at all.

One of friends said that it is because i am feeling lonely right now and that i should find myself a boyfriend so that i would not feel lost anymore. i doubt so. She even told me about this particular guy whom i know as well and said that he is really a nice guy and that we should start out as friends and see how it goes.

I have never been in a relationship before so i don't know how is it like. Honestly, I fear of relationship and will start building a wall around me when i heard of this word or when someone gets near. I am still waiting for the right one to knock down this wall of mine. Relationship is not something to joke about as feelings are being involve. If one day you ever see me attach, it could be that wall is gone and that my heart has melted.

2010-03-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

Saw this in facebook note and i think its quite meaningful.

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

2010-03-20T23:26:00.006+08:00

I took one of my annual leave today so i have 3 days off from sat up to Monday. I don't usually give myself excuses to take leave but i did as its my best friend 21st birthday. =)

Happy birthday to Hui Yi whose birthday falls on 21st March. We celebrated it early as we do not want to affect her actual celebration with her love ones. It is always nice to have you around as you always manage to make me smile. Somehow i love to hear her updating about her life and her animals. She always have weird and funny names for her animals and this time she name her new pets tao suan and dusty. why? Cuz the first one look like the colour of tao suan while the latter look dirty and greyish.

I do hope that she had a wonderful birthday celebration with us plus the strawberry strudel and her Guess wallet present. Huiz, may all your wishes come true and may you be happy together with your love forever and always. =)

Before the celebration i met S early to shop around Bugis and to have breakfast. When facing her i always manage to pour out my heart unknowingly. Once i told her that besides my first crush, i did had feelings for someone whom she knew as well. I have been keeping it well because i have so many fears. It started when we were year 1 and we were waiting for lecture to start. He sat beside me showing concern about my piano practice etc. At that time i had trouble practicing my score and he was the one who told me i can do it. I know that sounds dumb and that it is only a concern as a friend...but he is the second person whom i notice during lectures.

My New Samsung Jet

2010-03-13T21:54:00.004+08:00

Went to IT fair on Thursday with my colleague after work ended. It was really damn crowded even though its only the first day of the fair. Look around for laptops and printers, Then our last stop is at Singtel when we started queuing to ask for corporate lines. Ate at Toastbox after viewing around.

Went back on Friday again cuz my colleague and I decided to sign for a new phone and a new line. I took Samsung Jet. Then we ate at Xin Wang Cafe. I am beginning to love my Samsung Jet due to its style and interior design. You can choose to put 3 different wallpapers as you can switch between 3 different walls and its much more interesting then my previous LG phone. And the best thing is that its a $0 phone. Besides that my line plan is only $20 per month with the same amount of smses and outgoing calls which also means i will save at least $10 per month with the same amount of usage. =)

I really like this colleague of mine and am glad that even though we only know each other for barely 4 months, we are able to hang out together after work, talk about personal stuffs and also to gossip about our work when things just go wrong. Or should i say we can click the right from the start? haha. Just Barely 4 months and we have been going out quite frequently after work. And what is the best thing? We are from the same secondary school. =)

2010-03-07T22:15:00.007+08:00

Went to celebrate my mum's birthday after work and then went to meet Za at woodlands around 9pm to watch Alice In Wonderland.Movie started at 9.15 and ended at 11pm. I think overall its quite a nice movie even though SN said that Avatar is much nicer and interesting to watch. She keep making me regret that i didnt go and watch Avatar... =(

Met up with Sn on Sat and she was the one that initiated the meet up! I was so surprise when she say she wanted to meet up on sat cuz i thought she will be busy with her JL and also i am always the one asking to meet up. We shop around JP and keep getting lost. We are like 2 goldfish 'swimming' back to the same place even though we have already shop that area and we also keep eating non-stop. We stop at one of the nonya restaurant for our lunch as we like the ambience. =)

After our lunch we saw this tube dress which we wanted to buy badly. But it cost almost $30 and the material is only so so. Therefore we keep telling ourself that it is not worth it. Then Sn saw this wallet which she like and it cost around $80 (If i didnt remember wrongly) but didnt buy it. After all the shopping we decided to have our dinner by sharing a plate of fried Kway Teow and Ice-Kachang. Then we went home..

The journey back home was the funniest one cuz we kept laughing non-stop. This sotong still thought she live in Woodlands even though she has moved house! And she jumped up wanting to alight when i say 'wow, so fast reach woodlands already!' So Funny! Make me laugh uncontrollably! >.<

2010-03-03T22:31:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year is the occasion i look forward to every year. Reason? No only there is abalone and Lo-Hei but there is also all the yummy tibits, candies and chocolates! Not to say that you cant eat all those on normal days but the feeling is just so different when u share it with families and friends during this very special occasion.

This year New year Eve my mum was not around to prepare the food as she went back to Malaysia to celebrate with her parents, sisters and brothers at Ipoh. So because of this i had to went home to prepare all the food for 3 families straight after my half day work end. Thankfully one of the attachment student came back to help at work or i think i might feel too tired to go home to cut and marinate those meat or worse still, i might not be able to set up everything on time when they arrive at my house. Thankfully everything went on well. =)

The first day of new year is always the same. We will wake up early, bath and wear our new clothes and say new year greetings to our parents (this year without my mum). Then we will wait for our relatives to visit us. During the first day of new year i will stay at my house as it is always the 'main' house for gathering since our granny stay with us therefore relatives will come to our house as their first stop. And then Hong Baos and hong baos kept rolling in~~~~ So how many have you got yours?

Second days there wasnt anywhere we could go since my dad had gathering with his friends. My brothers and I went to suki Sushi to eat so as to kill time. Gathering with his friends is a standard procedure once every year. I was guessing that maybe this is the time when guys with guys could have a heart to heart talk or maybe some could even wind about their wives and children? Do guys wind about all these stuffs ?

Start Work on the third day of CNY.. how boring can that be. Anyway to summarise we gathered together quite a few times this year; on the Eve, First day, 7th day and last day of new year. Below are all the photos taken except for the 7th day as i was too busy eating. =p

I didnt prepare all these food (Above). I only prepare the Lo-Hei (Below)

Ebi Fry Sushi. Yum Yum*

Brothers. One busy munching his food, one busy looking at pretty girls walking by.

Chawamushi has always been my love.

My brother love handrolls.

Cousin and me.

Cousins and aunt.

At my house.

These 2 days i have been shopping with my colleague at Tampines Ikea, Giant and Courts. We just dont feel like going home so early after our work and so we chit chat and walk around. I think we spend most of our time chatting away.

I wanted to buy a carpet and a resting chair so i could 'create' a resting corner in my room and then also a chair for my study table. I wanted to change the look of my room after my sister get married which is 2 months from now. But my colleague told me that having a carpet is not a wise choice as it will be quite dusty. Im seeing how it goes now..

2010-02-28T23:15:00.006+08:00

Weeks ago photos when darlings and i were playing Wii. It was a very fun and exciting day filled with uncontrollable laughter and aggressiveness (this latter only applies to me). The reason why i state uncontrollable laughter is because during some point of time while sitting down watching your friends played, you will start laughing cuz of their action.

Mine was even worse---> AGGRESSIVE. Shin Ni was thankful that her Television survived the battle because when it comes to playing Tennis Wii, I played as though im playing the real game. Which is the reason why at the end of the day my arms hurt from all the playing.

Thanks to the Wii creator that we can play 'sports' without stepping out of the house.

They called me pro in tennis.. Haha cuz aggressive + i win most of the time.

See... SHin ni also 好不到哪里去 .. she is also violent type.. got photo as evidence （Hopefully she dont see my blog! =X)

Dunno what vivi trying to do.. ~.~

She gave this face cuz the wii is hers yet she dunno how to play the game. Haha

Cooking Mama where u can try 'cooking'

Za is pro with bowling.. once look at the score and u will know.

Trying to advertise for Wii?

And lastly, just some random photos took when resting...

2010-02-27T23:17:00.004+08:00

I went to have the body composition analysis yesterday since i have the voucher and it was free. It was hell depressing.. and i was told that my body is lack of water content and ___ and i have too much ____ etc etc. Then they will ask you to join this package which includes $$$$ and well they persuaded the wrong person as i am not a person who will spend thousands on things like this plus i dont have the money. So in the end i have to persuade myself that they are trying to dig my pocket.

Exercise with Ezza today and then i went to meet Shin ni at sembawang to pass her the birthday gift that Ezza, Ivy and I shared. This SHIN NI THOUGHT THAT SHE FORGOT HER EZ-LINK and so we walk to her house to SEARCH for her Ez-link and in the end when she cant find it in her house she realise it was in her bag! Miss Sotong! She went back her house 2 times, first because of her handphone and second because of ez-link.

Then we went to marina square to eat at Just Acia. Please go and try it the food is cheap and nice plus there is free flow of drinks and ice-cream. Its a good place for chatting while eating. Shin ni and I sat there and chit chat for almost 3 hours and the waiter and waitress kept looking at us. -.-" We talk about alot of stuffs esp about our poly stuffs. It was really a nice chat. =) We only left when Royston came to look for us.

Ezza joined us later on after her facial treatment and we started shopping. Shin ni and I spend the most! Luckily its not everyday that we will spend so much or i think sooner or later we will go broke and then we can forget about studying already since we have no more money~~~ Hahahaha...

I need to go and sleep already cuz my shift has change and i have work tml... yes on a bluey sunday when everyone can sleep until the sun shine at their backside while i have to wake up at 6.30am. =(

Pathetic....

2010-02-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

我第一次见到的他。

那时我第一次喜欢一个人。。。

我喜欢那拥有阳光般笑容的他，

喜欢那懂得关心别人的他，

也喜欢认真对待每一份感情的他。

那时也是我第一次感觉到心跳的声音。

从那天起，我不再活在自己的世界里。。

无论是上课或是午餐时间，我的目光总是会集中在他身上。

放学后，虽然走回家的路也只有五分钟但我会因为是他平时搭回家的路而绕一大圈。

那时的我心情是随他而起落的。。

会因为他的一句赞美而飘上天空的白云，也会因为他的一句冷漠的话而跌入谷底。

我没有一张漂亮的脸蛋。。那时的我带着圆圆金色的眼镜，也不会打扮。就算是普通的男生都不会瞧我一眼更别说是他。那时的我是这么想的。。。也因为这样我把秘密带着离开了。

Sometimes there are just secrets that we kept in our heart for so long and we never want to let it out. After letting it out, it does feel better and of course thats the time when we have decided to let it all go.

And then when u have stayed for so long u started to think back.. what makes u love a person for so long? What attracts you so much that you cant really let it go? Why just you cant let the person know instead?

2010-01-11T20:49:00.007+08:00

10th January 2010

Went to Body world exhibition at science center yesterday with 2 little bros, Ivy and Ezza.

Met up with Ivy at 11.30 at Woodlands to get passion card from her as having that card will entitled cheaper ticket price to both the body world and science center. Ezza came around 11.45 to meet me. Ivy was suppose to meet Lesley at 1pm but in the end she cancelled it and join us instead. She was very tempted to go and look at those exhibition.

Ate at Macs before queuing up to buy our tickets. The body world exhibition are really wonderful and this is my first time looking at those real bodies. When we first entered, it was kind of scary as it showed all the dead fetus of different stages. Somehow i feel that there is sad expression on the fetus faces and wondered why mothers would be so cruel to abort them. Then goes on to those bodies display where they showed the muscles, skeletons, blood vessels in our body, heart, lungs, intestine, brain etc etc (all that are related to our body and yes you can even find sex organs). The best part of it is that it showed the difference between a smoker's and a non-smoker's lungs. Most of the human bodies displayed have black lungs and so we guess that they must be an Ang Mo as they are usually the ones that smoke alot and also willing to donate their bodies after their death. Thanks to them that we are able to look at all these wonderful knowledge. =)

Ivy went home after that while the rest of us went to eat at IMM. The fried kuay teow at banquet is so yummy and the fish and chip that my brother eat is chrispy and huge! Next time i will go there and eat fried kuay teow again. hehehe.

Photos taken on that day!

11th January 2010

Meet up with Shin ni today to have some updates about our own lives. When i saw her, as usual i started nagging about my life first and its mostly about work since i am working instead of studying. Well.... not forgetting to psycho her so that she could quickly decide to register for school.

Ate at Ichiban Sushi and the drink that i ordered is so damn nice! Everytime we eat, we can spend more than 1 hr there. This is also when we could talk more about everything in our life. Shop at faceshop after that and the sales assistant keep introducing us products. I bought some nail care and liquid eyeliner and ended up spending 40++ . There goes a big BURNT hole in my pocket. I am becoming broke soon... and i still have to buy my new year clothes... =(

Goodbye and nights. =)

2010-01-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

Today is my darling brother birthday. Happy 10th year old!

Today's work is so hectic. Everytime if the previous day is holiday,the next day will be double work load. Worse still... this week my duty is subculturing thus double work load as well! =( I do subculture from 9.30 to 1pm then from 2 to 3.30). My colleague describle the whole row of samples to subculture as 'Great Wall of China' as it is really really a long one.

In the morning and afternoon after i ate my medicines i started to feel drownsy. I can only feel my hands moving yet do not know what i am exactly doing. This feeling is horrible. To make it worse, i kept coughing non-stop. However, it is better than yesterday and the day before when i kept sneezing and coughing and even vomited after eating.

My last day of 2009 and first day of 2010 was gone because of this. I wanted so much to join my friends for steamboat and also to go shopping. Sorry to my friends (and also to Christine) that i cant make it on that day. I promise i make it up to you one day.

2009-12-28T23:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday and today is my day off. Today for the whole afternoon, i played the piano until i nearly forgot that i was meeting Julie. Went to meet her at Bugis control station and started 'hunting' for gifts.

Everytime i see her i can always find a way to start a topic. Haha.. So there goes me starting to talk and talk when i see her~~ Then we walk in to BHG and i saw my favourite pooh and friends soft toys!! But i am sad that pooh is not there... Then i decided to take the cutest of all (which is piglet) and take a photo with it. :) Piglet is so adorable... If there is pooh bear i would like to buy the whole set and hug it when i sleep. After that we eat at the Hong Kong cafe known as Mong Kok if i am not mistaken.. The food and drinks overall not bad except that the chicken is too hard.

We will be going to Orchard tml. :)

Adorable right? It is sooooo soft when i hug it.

It has been 2 and the half months since i work in SATS. Everyday we have to test food, water and equipment for the Singapore airlines. There is 4 different roster so we have to rotate. Same goes for the day off which is either on Fri and sat OR Sun and Mon.

I have to say that so far the work load is quite alright except that i hate the fact when i have to do the same thing for such a long time. For e.g, when i do subculturing, and there is one whole row of it, it may take me 2 to 3 hours to finish the whole thing! My current roster is count plates which means i have to count the number of colonies... When i looked up after long hours of counting, i see colonies everywhere around the room. I heard from Julie that roster have change and i will be doing subculture. -.-"

Life is good when the attachment students, Julie, Apple and Meng teck are around.They are really really so funny that you feel the lab is not so dead after all. One of the colleague has work for quite a long time (30 to 40 years)
and i have to say that he is really very naggy. He can nag about the same incident for more than 2 weeks! So imagine us youngsters listening to him nagging for so long.... Other than that, life is quite good.

2009-12-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !! :) After hiding my blog from the public for 2 years, i have decided to open it up to the public. Excuse me for my bad English. >.<

When it comes to Christmas.. There will be beautiful lights lighted up everywhere. Families, relatives and friends exchanging gifts and so on. However, i do feel that Christmas is exceptionally quiet and weird this year. Am i the only one feeling this way?

Met up with Christine after my work on Christmas Eve. My half day off work timing is 12.30pm yet we finished our work at around 11am. Cool isnt it? Slack all the way until 12.30am by crapping with colleagues.

We shop around bugis junction and then we had lunch at one of the small coffee shop. Both of us eat Kuey Chup (Whatever u called it) and its so yummy! Then we walked to the temple to ask for better luck. Went to pray for a divination lot... and i have to say its quite accurate.. then goes certain things that makes both Christine and I damn embarrassed. I will not elaborate more..

HF joined us at Illuma for dinner. We took very long to decide where to eat cuz we wanted to find a place where we can chit chat until 10 +++ . In the end we all decided to eat steamboat. The man tou and the fried chicken drumsticks damn nice la! I seriously dunno how many plates of man tou and drumsticks we ate! Although there's not many food variety but still its quite worth it.

2009-11-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

Went out with Ivy in the afternoon. Shop around bugis junction and illuma. Have some girls talk about relationship and stuffs. Hopefully she can forget everything. I have to say it's not worth to even borther or to be sad about it.

Anyway, winding is not my purpose for blogging today..I just want to say that I miss school alot. I miss the fun when I can see laughter and ppls's expressions.

Didn't manage to buy anything today except that I went to make a pair of specs. Next blog entry then I will blog my new specs and those photos I took with ivy.

Going to bed now... Nights.

2009-11-27T23:22:00.001+08:00

I just saw my blog recently... And realize that my blog skin has been removed! The blog skin that you have seen now is randomly choosen.

It's been 6 weeks since I worked for Singapore Airport. Work so far has been good. Sometimes there's never ending work and sometimes we finish work 1.5hr ealier from our usual off work timing.

These few days i have been thinking about taking up a course and also been troubled by the amount of money I have to pay. 37k is definitely a huge sum of money.... The only way I thought of is to work more... Thought of Artbox and message peili if I am being schedule for Dec work. After a while she reply how many days will I be working... And clearly enough she have enough ppls already. I do miss some of the colleagues there and those cute little items. :(

I have so much to say lately yet unable to do so. I am feeling so lonely that i have never felt before.. Those feelings which I can't hide even if I buried myself in work.

2009-08-30T23:40:00.004+08:00

1 more month and goodbye to Artbox.

Yes. I will definitely miss Artbox. All the cute stationary and new products i always look out for and of cuz not forgetting my colleagues whom i work together with. Whenever i met demanding customers, they are there to hear all my rantings! : )

Honestly, I am quite lost now. Am i still going to continue Biotech? Should i take chemistry since i seems to be better in that area or should i take my interest biomed? Or will i failed in all these areas? I am thinking to take my part-time course and take a lab job so that i can learn at the same time . Will i be able to cope with all these?

This picture take weeks ago. Jo~~~~ Jo~~~ Thats how she like to call herself with eyes rolling and also with kuai zhang tone. Hahaha. So i always reply with Ting~~~ Ting. She's my work les partner since we have to work tgt for 11 or 12 hours.

Know what? She love to say "I love you" suddenly when she work with me. If customers heard that they surely will think that we are Les partners! ~.~ I surely gonna miss her when i leave Artbox! =/

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Its going to be end of month soon! I am waiting for my pay! =) Im happy cuz finally by this month i can pay all my poly fees already! Yeah! I can start saving my uni fees~~~~ If with exemptions i need 1.5 years to pay my fees completely. If without exemptions means 3 years or more! *Grumbles* There goes shoppings and yummy meals...

Next month i will have 3 offdays per week which means more time for my ownself.

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One of the boys over flowers song that i like (in my songlist, song no 5) and found the translation to it!

Because I'm Stupid by Ss501

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
Neo hanapakke nan moreugo
Tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
Ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

Neoui harue naran eoptgettji
Tto chu'eokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
Chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

Neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
Ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
Kkeutnae seuch'ideusi kado

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Neoui harue nan eoptgettji
Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

Naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch'eokat'a
Neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
Hamkke nan utjido mothae

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
Paraedo dasi paraedo

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

TRANSLATION

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

(sad song isnt it? )

2009-08-12T00:01:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to Christine on the 4th of Aug!
Happy birthday to SINGAPORE on the 9th of Aug!

Im so unhappy today and i feel like ranting for 1 hr! Rarrr! Well.. thats my habit.. everytime something happens, i have to rant for a few times then i can swallow everything down. So today i was ranting to Jasmine.

It goes like this...
Customer holding a bag of stuffs... standing near the counter while me busy serving other customer at the counter.

Customer to Jasmine: Hey i bought a bag of post-it and my friend dont like it, can i have a refund?

Jasmine: We cannot give u a refund but we can allow u to exchange for items that add up to what u want to refund.

Customer: Huh? Cannot refund?? But my friend dont want it? Then i cant refund what am i suppose to do? I bought a lot of post-it lei...

Me (Looking at the number of post-it she bought... damn omg.. its like 7 to 8 of them) : Sorry... actually we dont refund goods sold but we will exchange goods that are damage. If u dont like ur items, at most i can allowed u is to exchange one item.

Customer: Huh that is so disappointing.. Can u call ur boss or supervisor so that i can speak to her?

This time i want to explode already... so i call my supervisor... gosh.. cant reach her.. dunno what to do.. no choice but call lao ban niang...

Bla bla bla.. Lao ban niang say cannot... so back to the customer...

Me: Sorry i cant reach my supervisor but i call the boss.. the boss say we cannot exchange/refund goods and its stated in our receipt. This is a company rule and we cant break it.

Customer: HUH? Really no choice huh... u all just let me exchange la... if not also wasted...

This time supervisor called... i go bla bla bla... told her this damn customer wanted to refund 7 post-it. Luckily just like what i expect, supervisor say cannot exchange so many. Phew.. thank god.

So in the end... only allow her to exchange 3 post-it. Kudos to my supervisor! Only she can handle this kind of problem... or should i say all kind of problems?

As we cannot give her refund, Jasmine and i ask her to choose items to add up to the amount that she want to refund. She started choosing... In the end, she picked up a 22.90 bag and a red pen.

Customer: Can u give me a new piece for this bag?

Me (Thinking hard... dont feel like giving her... ): k... give me a min.

Back with new piece of bag,
Me: Could you please check the bag to see if there is any problem with it? (trying very hard to give a smile~~~)

Customer: Can you help me check ?

Me: Sorry... its best if you can check your own cuz if you come back and tell me that this good is faulty, i wont take the responsibililty. (ok.. i know im abit straight forward here....)

Customer (Abit unreluctant) : ok.. cuz i dont do this kind of thing.

Me: Its best to check first.. cuz GOODS SOLD ARE NOT REFUNDABLE/EXCHANGEABLE. (yes i reminded her one more time)

Seriously... this is the worse encounter with customer i ever faced. And she still dare to tell the supervisor that i sound angry? Wth... ppls who know me knows i have a high endurance % ok! Even though i cant deny i am very angry, i told myself to remember the fact that customer is always right..

Seriously.. i dont know why.. After being posted to this outlet facing all some of these damanding customer, i am out of breath! I dont even know why i got so angry for... i only knew that i do not want to make any exception for any customer to exchange goods sold.. cuz if just one customer did that, then out of that 10 customer surely 8 of them will want to exchange goods sold! Imagine everyone started passing around... Go XXX shop to buy stuffs, go buy first if u are afraid that it will be sold out.. afterall XXX shop can exchange goods if you or your friends dont like it.

When i work in AMK or JPT outlet, no matter how demanding the customer is, i can still endure. Even if they ask me to take out all the plastic just to see the products they want to buy, i will do it willingly cuz this is a customer rights to buy good products..
And if the customer want to exchange goods cuz the goods is faulty, i will allowed him/her to exchange as well cuz then again, its customer rights to have good products isnt it?

Ok.. Enough of ranting.. Do u ppls think that i should not react so angry? Like why should i be right... Tml is my off day so i will take some time to think about my habit today.. I will be back with my smiley face to give good customer service to the customers on Thurs.

Yanting Yanting... pls remember in ur head that CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT!

I have lower endurance rate now and thats a fact.

My 21st Birthday Celebration

2009-07-20T22:38:00.013+08:00

18th July, Sat.

My very first birthday celebration started on 18th July with my colleagues. Rush back from Jurong point to Amk to meet them and then went to Thomson to eat. Really thanks so much for the celebration! :) Plus the gifts too. All of the things i reserve in the shop they bought it for me! If i have know, i would have bought all so they wouldnt have the chance to buy it. hahaha.

Can u see its a face expression?

Dessert given free by the shop cuz of me!

19th July, Sun

BBQ birthday party at East Coast park. Thanks to my aunt and uncle cuz without them my friends and i have to carry the bbq foods and also the fire would not have started! I have to say its all nicely planned. Nothing goes wrong in the middle except the light goes on and off in the midst of bbq-ing. I am also blessed that it did not rain during that evening even though the sky is damn dark during the day. When night falls, the sky is super red yet it did not rain too! Thanks to the rain god! :)

I did enjoyed myself very much! A million thanks to my friends and families and also for all the gifts that was given. I hope no one was neglected cuz i did try to entertain everyone just so no one gets left out! hahaha.

I got kissed 3 times or more just to take this shot!

My aunt and uncle helping to set up the fire.

Ready to cook!

My family + my aunt (beside me)

Gifts i got on 18th and 19th:

Below are all gifts given by friends and colleagues. Some of them are from my secondary school friends while 21(3 still with Sn) of them are from my poly friends. Yes.. 21 cuz they say i am 21 thus 21 gifts and the condom is one of the gifts! LOL.

My parents bought me a gold key pendant to indicate im 21 years old and its the earliest present i got (got it on 16th). My aunties and auncle gave me red packet on the day of bbq while my sister bought me a handbag.

See this... Omg.. By 2 naughty friends! *hmph*

The best birthday ever. :)

2009-07-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

I have been yawning almost 100 times today when i work. Im so damn tired... Anyway, I will be quitting my job after sept and it's been fixed. I have already told my boss and i hope she will understand. I guess its time for me to look for a lab job and take a degree. I know that before i got this job, i did told my boss and supervisor that i will only leave next year but then, thats because at that time my decision was to go to Australia to get a degree in biotech. However due to circumstances, i have to change my decision. =( Just know it was not easy making the decision to leave cuz my supervisor and colleague are all very nice people.

Went to watch Harry Potter at 9pm with Sn and Za (2 ah siao when it comes to harry potter) on Thurs. The show ended near 12am and i have to rush to the MRT station for the last train and i managed to catch it! =) It was a nice movie~~

19th July is coming soon! Im gonna eat alot of food cuz i have been torturing myself for a month already. =X

We questions ourselves... Where is my the other half and at which corner of the Earth?
We cant deny.. we do hope for someone who cares for us truely. Not one who speaks of love yet did nothing.

2009-07-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

hahah. Today work is crazy cuz of Pei Fen! She do really rocks ur day and i really love working with her! We were chatting like aunties and laughing like no body business! Hahaha. I feel like laughing when i think back. I even told her about the last sat incident and other stuffs and cuz she was dranking water at that time, she nearly choke when i told her the joke! ~.~

And since we wore the new uniform today, we decided to take photos of ourselves wearing it. The first photo i was wearing the new uniform with my cardigan and so pf say have to take it out so the new uniform can be seen. Thus, we took even more photos! Around 5 to 6 photos~~~ And finally the last 2 in which we manage to hold the bear at the same position. =)

If u all didnt know, the old uniform is a cute apron (Either cat or piggy). Next time i will post up the pictures i took with za and WL. =)

2009-07-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

Today when i work, i saw Ezza's sms asking me which outlet i am working today cuz her cousin want to buy some stuffs. Haha am very surprised when i saw Wenling and her! =) Kind of touched when i saw them~~~ And ya of cuz... i asked her.. SINCE WHEN WENLIN BECAME UR COUSIN? Hahaha. Thanks for coming yea~~ :)

I cooked fried rice early in the morning to bring to work and brought an extra serving for LiLi. Brought cake as well (The prima deli cake u seen in the previous post). Im heartache when i see and hear that she eat maggie noodles everyday. So from then onwards, i promise if possible and if im working with her, i will bring home cooked food for her so that she does not have to eat maggie. Best still, i can save money since i dont need to buy food for myself which is less healthy + oily + expensive. However.... at night she bought buns from breadtalk for me as she's afraid that i will be hungry... -.-"" For her $1.10 can buy her quite a few packets of maggie noodles ! haix..... i feel so guilty. I did told her that i can go home and cook my yummy porridge.. but she still bought for me... =(

If there's a guy who is there for you during your most darkest period..
He doesnt mind who you are..
He loves you for who you are..
He say those words and he meant it from the bottom of his whole heart..
He's the one for you.

2009-07-08T23:19:00.007+08:00

Darling boy birthday!

Tml is my darling boy birthday! And since its my off day today, we celebrated in advance and i went to buy some food to prepare for steamboat. =)

Below are the photos which i took. All prepared by me. Dont you think that i'm great?? Hehehe :)

And of cuz on a birthday like this, we must not miss out the yummy birthday cake by prima deli. =)

Gathering!

Here again are photos on 19th June not posted up. Haha after looking at all these photos, I realise we did change alot! And of cuz I change too. I become more talkative. Dont you think so? =X

And last but not least! Tata ta! My own crossstich handphone pouch is finally done! You wont find this anywhere cuz its made ONLY by Yuen Ting.BOO. :)

2009-06-30T00:50:00.008+08:00

Sis's Big Day- 25th May!

Stupid face... Haha =X

YES! We force him to do that! How can miss the opportunity! :)

Me and Sis

Us and brother in law's family

And here's a photo of the bride and groom!

When ur cousins or siblings get married... what's the most common question that your relatives and friends will ask you on that particular big day... Yes...

-----> WHEN WILL IT BE YOUR TURN?

What the.... So i replied... maybe 10 years later? and if by that time i am still not married i shall be a 老处女 and hopefully a rich one so i can travel around. Afterall there are so many things in life that we can't control isnt it? We cant control who we love.. Even if we love a person, that person may not love us in return..

So... if u love a person and that person love u as well.. CHERISH the r/s well!

.......More photos will be uploaded next time......

Now i wanna share a super nice yet sad song by Tank.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_GgfAcCTAM

如果我变成回忆-Tank

累了交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他给你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他给你

如果我变成回忆最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气不整理行李每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭承受失去
这样不公平请你整理把我忘记

I listen to it almost 20 times today....

2009-06-01T02:27:00.010+08:00

Blog turning rusty soon! New update~~
Some long ago photos! Haha. Those pictures shall do the talking cuz im lazy to type. =X

And yes... Goodbye Ngee Ann Poly.... =( I will definitely miss all the life spent in school with all my darlings and lecturers.

Many things happened during my poly life... Yet, I will only bring all those happy memories along with me and leave those unhappy ones behind. =)

Thanks to my family for rushing down all the way from airport to attend my graduation ceremony~~~ People who know my past life.. i will not be who i am today without them. Million thanks*** : )

Birthday celebrations~~~

Photos taken in a pub in clarke Quay...

I prefer pubs then clubs... Clubs are so damn noisy...

Photos taken at St James PowerHouse

I got so damn drunk and even started to talk nonsense... Gosh... I cant even walk straight cuz the whole world is basically SPINNING! =/ Luckily im not the only one who is drunk! =X Dont even know how many cups i drank...

After going to st James Powerhouse once, i promise never never never ever go there again unless there's a special reason. =)

2009-03-22T18:07:00.007+08:00

My holiday activities

2009-03-01T23:46:00.004+08:00

Exams finally finish on Friday. Went out with Ezza and met up with Lesley in Vivo for shopping. Then lesley went off and Ezza and i went to watch movie. Wanted to watch he's just not into you, but the seating left wasnt really very good and so we gave up and watch pink panther 2!
It's a very hilarious movie! I laugh until i drop... and this Ezza keep saying 'hamburgar', 'hambooger' whatever word she can twist it out! And she kept going on and on after the show! Want to know why she kept saying this word? haha i am not going to be a spoiler so go watch it yourself! Lol.

I have been sick on sat and sun... headache, sore throat and my back is aching like crazy.. Not sure if its because i work too hard during the exam period thats why my body is opposing against me now. Haha.

The past whole 2 weeks have been intensive revision. I guess this time i really give my best, studying every night until almost 4 to 5 am in the morning. I dont remember doing that for my previous semesters..

All the papers were so damn difficult.. im not sure if i will pull through.. not sure if i will pass.. but i do really hope i dont get even a C or D in any modules... if really have... pls not that high credit modules pls! Thats what i am aiming for this sem which is why i really tried very hard. The most toughest paper i had is proteomics! What e.... that is a 8 credit modules! Which means... if i get a C, everything will be so dead since the credits are so high! Sad....

DDD is actually not so difficult as compared to other 2. However, i am so disappointed in myself! How can i forgot some of the stuffs that i have memorise... which took away so many of my marks. Haix... that one also doom... gonna get a C already! How???
Look like i going to get so many Cs this sem ....

Anyway, i did really tried my best. No use thinking about it right?

I swear i gonna miss every single thing...
I need to get use to it soon...

2009-02-22T01:18:00.004+08:00

Im mugging papers everyday... late at night... until the clock showed that its am...
Proteomics... genomics.... Drug discovery and development...
Soon it gonna be over... soon...
HANG ON TING!

Btw... Happy birthday to SN on turning 22 yesterday!

-I love you just like how little child love their blanket-

2009-01-03T00:57:00.007+08:00

Thats what they call life? A year has pass just like this...
I have to say that year 2008 is a memorable one for me.. with attachment memories and with the company of friends....

Just some random pictures... cuz i have to go off soon~~~

Getting ready for poster presentation~~~ thats why im in formal wear!

My seconday school friends~~~ we spend our new year eve tgt at R hse

My Proteomics lab partner~~ A very nice girl... but too bad she's attached! Hahaha!

And if u didnt know, she is my ex-wife. =X

As usual i still like my little darling. But in his heart, im a naggy sis and a big bully too! >.<

bored...

2008-10-27T20:25:00.007+08:00

內在想法
*很好相處，愛好和平、不大會與人起衝突（不是不会。。是害怕吧！）
*懂得討長輩的歡心，是個受長輩寵愛的人
*聰明、反應快，學習能力相當好（聪明？不见得成绩好喔。。）
*常常三分鐘熱度的學習態度，所以會的東西很多、但沒一樣精
*害怕壓力太大，會當鴕鳥躲起來（同意。。）

外在行為
*是團體中的和事佬，常常解決麻煩事
*是個爛好人，常常公親變事主，自己成為問題的源頭 (什么嘛。。)
*做錯不承認，會強辭奪理來為自己辯駁 (超准！)
*天馬行空的做出一些令人想不到的事，有時令人覺得太天真 (哈哈！)
*與異性相處太隨和，會被誤會成太隨便、過於輕浮 ( 我会这样吗？我怎么不这样觉得啊！)

感情分析

遇到喜歡的對象只會遠遠欣賞，所以常常錯失好的姻緣（超准！我对自己没信心。。只能这样喔。。。）
*對於感情外冷內熱，遇到熱烈追求的男生會裝冷而嚇跑對方（前面说的准。。后面的。。日列追求？不知道喔。。还没遇到。。哈哈）
*很需要被呵護、寵愛，喜歡被放在手上疼的感覺（超准！每个人都想吧~~）
*適合早婚，本身容易因為年紀的增長而看淡感情終而不婚（还不知道。。。）
*對於感情不會太執著，保持著隨緣的態度（准。如果有缘分我想跑也跑不掉啊！）

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Father's Bday celebration at mandarin oriental hotel

2008-10-26T23:09:00.006+08:00

Have my father's birthday celebration in advance at mandarin oriental hotel. Its a buffet restaurant called melt the world cafe. It cost about 70 bucks per person and altogether there are 7 of us. Overall i rate the service 4.5 out of 5 ,for the food 3 out of 5 and for the environment full marks! Hahaha.... Dont really like the food there except for the yummy cakes... I still prefer the buffet restaruant at united square cuz of the food (ps: forget the name liao).

I feel totally like a pig.. eating non-stop... Then i keep taking food though some are not for myself but for my mum or brother... People must be thinking this gal can really eat alot sia... =X Anyway i do really love the environment over there! =) I only took a few pictures of the food cuz i was too busy eating. Lol! I was too pai sei to take photo of the surrounding inside the restaruant... so no pics for that ... but u should be able to search it in the internet. It's a must try restaruant for its nice surrounding and service (not the food hor) !

Happy 19th Birthday to Lesley today! Haha i made a mistake in last entry~~~Type wrongly! I celebrated lesley birthday in advance and not because her birthday was on friday. =) Hope all ur wishes come true and hope u enjoy urself. :)

Pooh bear is my love, always

就算以后的路是模糊的。。。

我还是会努力继续往前走。。

2008-10-24T23:47:00.007+08:00

School has started. This is the second week already.. Now my life is even more busy. =) Not only i have to do FYP, now i have assignments, projects, quiz etc~~~ Hahaha. No matter how hard it is i am going to work hard cuz its the last semester! Jia you ting k!

Today is Lesley's birthday so i actually bought a birthday cake for her. 1kg its called bosten chocolate if i didnt remember the wrong one~~~ I remembered myself going to breadtalk then to Prima Deli then to bengawan solo then back to break talk again... lol. I dont know what type of cake she will like but i think she should prefer breadtalk.

Well.. i remember how we have to take care of each other when we were in China and when we have those misunderstanding with our other attachment friends. Although there were some days which we have some quarrels which make me feel unhappy... Still i have to thank her for being there during my attachment period. When she tries to remind me to eat my medicine so that i will not have asthma attack, when we gossips when we had the time in labs, when we went shopping together. I do cherish her as a friend and also hope that we can work even better during our FYP.

Recently before school starts i went out with floppy lim for 2 times. LOL I love her alot! hahah I love the way we have so much to talk even we have not meet each other for months. Im glad that she find herself a sweet guy! And she make me promise that if i find mine i must tell her too! On that day we try to take different expressions of us but i guess it was not a camworing day. =/ Dont forget our date to watch a movie. =)

I also went out with Wq too after the talk at biopolis last friday as i had promised. Although we never really shop much cuz most of our time is spent eating dinner... haha yet i enjoyed myself just the same. We went swensens to eat which we took a long time queuing up~~~

Thanks hf for her dress and handmade card. =)
Thanks wq for the lovely baby pooh! I have put it on my study table so i will see it everytime i do my hw.

Hmmmm my father birthday is coming soooooonnnnn toooo! What cake should i buy for him this year??

Some things are not simply what few words can be use to describe.

IT fair

2008-08-31T23:22:00.008+08:00

Went to IT fair with Hf yesterday. It was so super crowded! Everywhere u saw was people.. Actually i have so many things to buy. Wanted to buy a laptop since the house desktop was spoilt, wanted to buy hard-disk too since the old one which is 40GB was fulled, wanted to buy a new MP3 or even better an Itouch?

In the end, i bought 2 packs of glossy paper for photo printing which gives 3 packs free, a 2GB thumb drive and micro memory card. Hmm... the micro memory card for my handphone solve the prob of buying a new MP3 since i can just put music in my phone and listen...even better, save money. Hard-disk? Next IT fair then i buy... just delete uneccessary things in my old one and save impt files in my new thumbdrive. Never buy laptop too cuz its better to let my parents decide so bought home laptop brochures! I am happy with my new thumbdrive and M2 card.

Went to find a place for our dinner. I had a hard time deciding what to eat and poor Hf have to drag around with the printer that she had bought. We finally decided to eat in billy bombers. Nice meal. =)

Hmm i would consider buying a hard-disk for the next IT fair.

两个人能不能够相遇要靠种缘分。
能不能在一起要靠命运。。

Update....

2008-08-18T13:00:00.013+08:00

Updating of what happen recently.....

Meeting up with Hf and Christine to have a meal tgt.

Ah V's Birthday

Birthday girl! =)

Cake at swensen

You know why i dont have a Bf?? Cuz she (pointing above) has stolen my heart.... >.<

Went for a drink at beavers since its still early.

Ah Kum's birthday...

Thanks everyone for their wishes and those gifts.

Self test

2008-08-08T15:41:00.004+08:00

I was freaking bored in the lab. Look through Alison's blog and saw this...

生日顏色

12月23日~ 01月01日=紅色
01月02日- 01月11日=橙色
01月12日- 01月24日=黃色
01月25日- 02月03日=粉紅色
02月04日- 02月08日=藍色
02月09日- 02月18日=綠色
02月19日- 02月28日=啡色
02月29日- 03月10日=水藍色
03月11日- 03月20日=石灰色
03月21日 =黑色
03月22日- 03月31日=紫色
04月01日- 04月10日=深藍色
04月11日- 04月20日=銀色
04月21日- 04月30日=白色
05月01日- 05月14日=藍色
05月15日- 05月24日=金色
05月25日- 06月03日=奶油色
06月04日- 06月13日=灰色
06月14日- 06月23日=栗色
06月24日 =灰色
06月25日- 07月04日=紅色
07月05日- 07月14日=橙色
07月15日- 07月25日=黃色
07月26日- 08月04日=粉紅色
08月05日- 08月13日=藍色
08月14日- 08月23日= 綠色
08月24日- 09月02日=啡色
09月03日- 09月12日=水藍色
09月13日- 09月22日=石灰色
09月23日 =黃綠色
09月24日- 10月03日=紫色
10月04日- 10月13日=深藍色
10月14日- 10月23日=銀色
10月24日- 11月11日=白色
11月12日- 11月21日=金色
11月22日- 12月01日=奶油色
12月02日- 12月11日=灰色
12月12日- 12月21日=栗色
12月22日 =黃綠色

＊紅色＊
你的可愛十分惹人喜愛！對愛情你很揀擇但又常常在戀愛，也喜歡被愛的感覺。你有著清新的氣質和開朗的個性，但有些時侯也會變得'多愁善感'。和別人相處的時侯你表現得很友善和溫柔，所以很多人願意和你親近。你喜歡跟友善和隨和的人做朋友。

＊奶油色＊
你愛和別人競爭，失敗的感覺你最受不了。極愛運動和戶外活動，你的性格開朗也值得別人信賴。對愛情你會表現得很小心，不會輕易愛上一個人。但一旦找到你生命中的伴侶時，你絕不會讓他跑掉。

＊藍綠色＊
你最注重自己的外表。對選擇愛侶的要求甚高。你! 每每擁有清晰的頭腦去思考和解決難題，又不易犯錯。你喜歡在人群中被重視，也因此令你容易認識到新朋友。

＊灰色＊
你很好動，也很有吸引力。你永不會把想說的話藏在心，總會抒發自己的感情。但有時會變得較自私。你渴望得到別人的注意，討厭不公平的對待。你很風趣，也懂得在適當時侯說適當的話，常常也令到身邊的人快樂。

＊綠色＊
你總能和新相識的朋友相處得很好。你不算是一個害羞的人，但有時侯你的說話每每傷害了別人。你渴望得到愛侶的注意，也較喜歡'被愛'的感覺，大多數的時間你總是在等待你生命中的另一半出現。

＊金色＊
你很清楚什麼應該做、什麼不應該做。性格開朗又好交際。

＊粉紅色＊
對任何事你總是全力己赴的，還有你很愛照顧其他人。但你不是一個容易滿足的人，常有消極的想法。你常祈望你的愛情像童話故事一樣美麗和完美。

＊黃色＊
你是一個又天真又'甜'的人。常獲得別人的信任，亦有很強的領導能力。當要做決定或選擇的時侯，你總是做對了決定。還有，你常常朣憬著一段浪漫的戀情。

＊栗色＊
你有一個聰明的腦袋。也是一個自我的人，常依自己的喜好來做事，有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。對於愛情你很有耐性，當你找到你要找的那一位後，你不會再愛上別人。

＊橙色＊
你總會對自己做過的事付責任，亦很懂得怎樣待人接物。你常常給自己定下很多目標和競爭對象。你很難去相信別人，包括你的朋友，但當你認為他是可信的話，你將會把他當成永遠的知己。

＊紫色＊
你是一個神祕的人，從不自私，也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。你的狀態永遠是說不定的，是一個情緒化的人。很受周遭的人歡迎，但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動，記性也不太好。你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。

＊石灰色＊
你是一個冷靜的人，但常給自己壓力。你常常在小事上挑剔，又容易妒忌。你不大會定下來，但你可愛的性格能獲得朋友的信任也樂於跟你接近。

＊黑色＊
你樂於接受挑戰，因為你擁有接受挑戰的勇氣。但你並不喜歡改變你自己的生活方式。一旦你落實了一個決定，你會長久地朝著這個方向走。你的愛情也是充滿挑戰和有點與別不同。

＊黃綠色＊
你是一個心腸軟和帶給別人溫暖的人。你與家人和朋友的關係良好。十分討厭暴力，清楚什麼應該做什麼不應該做。你也十分善良和樂觀，又很知足，並不會輕易妒忌別人擁有什麼。

＊啡色＊
你很愛運動，整個人都充滿活力。但別人很難去接近你，話雖如此，你很容易投入一段感情。但當你發現你在那段感情中得不到你想要的東西時，你會立即放棄，也會復完得很快。

＊藍色＊
你對自己沒有信心，也很挑剔。你很有藝術天分，也很容易去愛上一個人，但當愛情來的時侯，你只是用你的'感覺'去愛，而並非用你的心去愛。

＊銀色＊
你是一個有豐富想像力和害羞的人，但你樂於接受新事物和新嘗試。你喜歡挑戰自己。學習新的事物時很快會上手，遇強越強。但你的愛情生活通常也比較多挫折和困惑。

＊深藍色＊
你是一個很吸引人的發光體，也很愛惜自己的生命。你對身邊所有事物都帶著強烈的感覺。你是一個容易'意亂情迷'的人。如果有人把你激怒了，你很難會原諒他。

＊白色＊
你的人生充滿著夢和理想。你對周遭的事有點漠不關心，容易妒忌。你是較為獨特的一群，有時侯，你心中想法總會比別人高深一點。

＊水藍色＊
你的感覺來去如風。你的生活也帶點孤單，很愛旅遊。你對待別人很真誠，但太容易受別人的影響。對你來說，尋找愛情是一件很難的事，也容易在愛中迷失，令你很容易便被愛情所傷。

Did another test, If interested u can try out! :)

http://www.kindheart.com.tw/cgi-bin/element1.pl

My results:

你是個富有人情味的人，個性隨和，在團體裡是非常好相處的人，很重視緣份，尤其喜歡人與人之間的各種互動，對眾人之間的細膩情感十分珍惜。
　　在人緣上配合的好，會有更強的力量去改變不理想的環境，能夠幫助很多人，讓大家的生活都能提升到不錯的理想境地。
　　在各個領域或團體中能占有優勢，你具有成為領導人的運勢，如果格局大一點，可以創出一番事業，但是所有的事情都必須靠自己不斷的努力，並且背負起重大的責任和壓力，勇往直前，才能得到超乎他人之上的成功。
　　你在人群之中比較缺乏自我，不太曉得自己要的是什麼，有時候遇到問題，或者有意見，卻無法直接了當的表達出來，較缺乏自己的個性；你很有才氣，但是必需多培養一點耐性，才能發揮得更好喔！
　　在愛情、家庭或身體方面也有煩惱，你是經歷過人世間各種酸甜苦辣的人，因此內心裡會非常孤獨，卻會經常受到外界的一些誘惑，如果不幸陷入三角或四角關係中，複雜的感情網絡會令你更加苦惱，幸好，你的運勢很強，無論遇到什麼樣的波折，一定能安然度過。
　　你的生命目標是高層次的特殊感，所以你是一個特殊型態的人，出身就跟一般人不同，可能是上流家庭的小孩，或者家人是特殊的名流、藝術家，因此你的想法跟別人很不一樣。精神上受到高階層的影響很深，因此你會學習一些藝術，比如小提琴、黑管演奏等，來提高自己的精神層次，同時你也喜歡用獨具一格的方式去體驗你的感情世界，建議你要學習在高遠的理想與實際的現實世界中找到平衡點，並且多多與家人、朋友分享你的想法。
　　你的個性特徵是熱情，重感情，尤其是很重視藝術生活，有藝術細胞，喜歡很浪漫的事物，對崇高的理想總是熱情洋溢。
　　你的優點是有很高的理想和勇氣，由於你的精神層面很高，因此對未來充滿著美好的理想，即使你對現實抱有些許的懷疑，還是會以無比的勇氣去跨越心中的疑慮，而且往往會在心靈的帶領下，進入更高的理想境界。
　　你的缺點是有點不切實際，常常會在自己的感情裡打轉，或是情緒裡打轉，有時會為取悅他人而活，如果自己的表達受到阻礙時，則會挑剔自己也會挑剔別人，提醒你要多注意喔！
　　你的人生運勢變化很大很多，如果有家庭或朋友的支持，讓你能夠發揮出才能，便能夠達成理想，但是一旦沒有支持，你的理想很容易流於空談，一切可能都只是自己的一場白日夢。由於出身環境的不同，或環境的支撐，人生運勢的變化就大異其趣。但是即使你的生活過不下去，你還是會很重視精神生活，因此建議你可以從事社會公益或宗教類的活動。
　　你的天賦潛能是有慧根，對某些東西會生出特別的感覺，比如在愛情中產生出浪漫的感覺，或在面對藝術、神秘學、宗教等，你都會有一種特殊的感覺，總之你是個感覺很豐富的人，有可能走上宗教的路線。

Reliving the classics!

2008-07-30T12:22:00.009+08:00

Nafa was already over! Like finally~~~~ First time pass standing board jump! Sit-up was the best since i do 36 times as compared to less than 30 times during sec school. Everything improved except 2.4 and inclined pull-up. Nearly 'die' during the 2.4 run... omg... how many donkey years have i not been running?? At least overall, i got a silver for nafa. :)

These few days there arent any experiments to do.. slack in lab, playing games.... and looking through photos. Sometimes if i am in good mood then i will go through my lit review...

Last Saturday was Klavierensemble concert, 'Reliving the classics'. I was asked to help up at the reception area, giving out programme booklets, selling CDs etc... Im glad that im back to see the concert and that my attachment does not affect me going to watch the performance. To be able to perform at esplanade concert is everyone's dream.Well... i said that because its not cheap booking the place and its not easy to have those planning. Becuase of my attachment i have to give up being the concert treasurer. I have to say i enjoyed being a treasurer. =) There is only one thing I have to say and that is the concert is well done! Well done K.E people!! Love all of ya!Before that, I was panicking when i dont have the ticket to go in and watch... glad Christine manage to find one for me. Thanks. :)

Meet with WQ in the afternoon to go together to the concert. We walk around esplanade and settled our lunch at marina sqaure. We took quite a while to decide what we want to eat. Lol~~~Finally decide to eat at pizza hut at marina square.

Ate dinner at mankansutra when the concert had ended,together with Christine, her bf and her friend xiao pang~~~ Her bf and friend order so many food! Omg... but still... thanks for the food ya~~~ :) Wq, me and xiao pang rush for the last train after our dinner and... manage to catch the last train at 12 plus! Phew ~~~ Thank god or i can't imagine how much is it for the taxi fare.

I still love Klavierensemble even though i am no longer in the club now. That place where i know some of my friends there especially Christine, hf. hy, ky, etc~~~

Nice concert, Enjoyable night. :)

Yuen Ting, Wanqi

Klavierensemble, Love.

Yuen Ting, Xiao pang

John, Yuen Ting

KEs

Having passion and having time for it is a totally different thing.

Class gathering and updated photos.

2008-07-09T21:30:00.006+08:00

How do i know when my eyes is turning elsewhere during lectures and my mind being occupied by my heart...
Wishful thinking or in denial?

Hong Kong- Disneyland!

I have upload the photos taken in Disneyland! :)

All my darlings :)

Experiment ended quite late last Friday ending only around 6.30pm. So far, experiment that i have done does not seems to go well... The other 3 of my classmates seems to have no problem with the results obtained.. why is it only me? :(

Feel so down...

Had class gathering after that at seoul garden. Crazily taking photos after dinner. Haha! Really like F06 alot... Now we are in year 3 and most of us are actually spilt into different class. The only thing that i am lucky is Ah shin and Ah meow are still in my class.... a pity that Ah hui is not. They always manage to make your day filled with lame jokes and when im with them, i can be my real self and therefore feel very happy too! =) I dont have to be worried of saying the wrong things cuz i guess we understood each other.

Looking forward to next semester cuz i want to be with them! :) More photos on class gathering will be upload next time when i receive from my classmates!

Ah Shin and Ah Ting

Gave the gifts that Lesley and I bought for the class. We have trouble thinking of what to buy for them and what actually will suit them more.. Then what was worse was that the lighters that Lesley and I bought in China was confiscated when i took the flight to Hong Kong. Lesley was not with me at that time cuz she return to S'pore earlier.. and i was panicking cuz the lighters are gifts for my classmates... I dont know how what to do if HK dont have this kind of lighters.. Luckily i manage to buy the lighters. Hope everyone like their present that we have bought. :)

I still have some gifts with me as i have not meet with some of my friends yet... Haha.. Meet me soon Ok... u know who u are!

Today is my brother's birthday! Happy Birthday to u! I know i have been a very strict sister but its for ur own good~~~ Haha.... Sometimes i do get angry at my brothers when they do wrong thing, when they dont want to do their homework (that happen only for my P5 bro), or when they got super addicted with their games and did not even rest their eyes at all... Now u see what a naggy sister i am right? Haix~~~

I love this mango cake! :)

Maybe he is wishing that his sis will nag lesser~~~ Hahaha

(My bro look so uncle in this photo~~~~ Hahahaha)

Christine im sorry that i cant accompany u to eat xiao wan mian even though i miss it alot too! I have promise my mum to come home early to celebrate my brother birthday! Next time i promise u i will go. =)

2008-07-03T19:28:00.010+08:00

4 months of attachment have finally end. I have taken so many photos in China but i am so lazy to upload them! Haha... Went Hk before coming back to S'pore. I should say i love disneyland although many people said Hk disneyland is a disappointment. Well.. at least i am able to hug my pooh bear, mickey and minnie! Will upload my photos taken in disneyland when i blog next time. =)

~~~~~Jiangnan University~~~~~

Well, what u have see in my blog is usually the place that i have travel to but that does not mean i have nothing much to do except travelling! Haha! During the 4 months, I have been doing experiment on Puer tea in Jiangnan Uni, China. Boiling of tea leaves, filtration, running HPLC, analysis of tea components. There are days where i have so much things to do. However, my senior have been very good to me. At least he did not called me to do everything! :) Well, i have to say he like to do experiment at night or during weekends or when he wanted to do experiments he will just called me and say where am i .. am i in hostel.... and thus gone case if there's experiment to do. He is a very nice person and will explain to me patiently if i have any doubts! :) I made him a handphone strap before i leave which is a kind of cross stitch and i handmade it myself! =) I also made it for Zibo and Lijuan the other 2 seniors in the lab which i am also close with. Hope they like it!

We had a farewell dinner treated by Prof Ruan (my supervisor) and Prof Sun (from the other lab). We really enjoyed ourself. Not only had we learnt experiments from the seniors, we also learnt how to drink beer! I drank alot during the farewell dinner and was feeling giddy but still very awake and know what was doing. :)

He is the Mr cute guy in our lab and i keep telling my friends that! ;)

He is Mr busy aka my supervisor, Prof Ruan! :)

He is Mr nice, Prof Yan. =)

Farewell my lovely China lab seniors :)

I was enduring ... trying not to cry.. When i saw Zhang Wen crying i cannot endure anymore and tears just started falling down. When i was in the van, it was even worse... more tears came out... Just short 4 months of dinner gathering, shopping, outing, stay out at seniors house.. they are really nice people..

Guess it was time to say goodbye. :(

Will always remember.... every single bit of memory

Buffet !

2008-05-14T22:50:00.009+08:00

Reply to tags:
Alison: Yea thanks alot! =)
Jud: Yea i am enjoying myself but i still miss everyone back in s'pore. =)

I am left with 1 months plus of attachment and i will be back to Singapore! :) When i am back i am going to eat all the yummy food that im missing! Of course .... if im back in s'pore i will definitely miss Wuxi and Jiangnan University... and of cuz my lab mates and the professors!

If im going back to S'pore before that i am going to:

Eat skewer at xiao dong men.
Cycle around the school and take photos for memory.
Take picture with my supervisor, lab mates that im working with.
Go to city for the very last time
Go dye my hair and maybe if possible go rebond my hair ( my friend said im crazy to rebond hair as its already straight... =/ so sld i rebond?? )
Thanks the gals for their care and help during the OIAP trip ( Hmmm... but i think it will be tought for me to say out.... )
Take picture of Shi Tang Jie and eat there too
See whatever i still need to buy back to s'pore
Ensure i dont miss out any gifts for my friends.
And the lists goes on and on.......

Well last week we never travel to any other places... stayed in wuxi and shop around the city area... Chong An shi and Chang An Shi. Went to eat Buffet with Lesley on saturday. I really miss eating buffet and so we went to the Buffet restaurant which we came across before when we were shopping around but never had the chance to go in and eat.... and then i start taking pictures while eating!Lesley followed me and start taking pictures too! HahA! I guess both of us enjoyed ourselves on that day!

Bought quite a few things on Sunday... Bought 2 dresses which i dont think i will wear. Lol ! Bought a skirt too cuz i miss wearing skirt! Hahaa.... but i wont wear in China... Maybe i will give my sis to wear! LoL!

Lesley was sick on Monday...She kept vomiting.... i thought it was the maggie noodles that i have cooked.. or something to do with the tap water =/ Omg~~~ Got so frightened that i dont even know what to do.... She knocked on my door to say she's not feeling well ... she told me that it could be due to the mothball smell so i told her to open the window to let the smell out... I was so insensitive! =( I should have thought that it could be something more than just the smell of the stupid mothball.... Lucky she's alright... ! I dont even know what to do on that day but only to accompany her in hostel during lunch break and at night during dinner time...

Feeling quite abit lost....

Beijing trip!

2008-05-04T22:31:00.029+08:00

1st of May, Thursday was a public holiday. I shall say we were all waiting for these 'long' holiday. Went to Beijing during these 3 days... Its a long 10 hours plus train trip from Wuxi to Beijing. So we took the 8pm plus train which would reach around 6 plus the next morning.
Our trip begin!

Blur pciture ..... But we are at train station waiting for the train to Beijing!

When we arrived in Beijing, i suddenly have this feeling of Omg we have finally reach! Nearly die seating for so long... didnt really sleep well cuz the man beside me was snoring loudly! =/ We book into a hotel after much persuasion from one of the workers working in the hua jie lou liu guan... The room is so much better as compared to the ones we stay in Shanghai and Nanjing....
Went to put our things and start our journey! We walk to TianAnMen since its of walking distance and its super crowded. I shall not say too much.. Basically been visiting places and going shopping.

People queueing up to see Mao Zhe Dong's body. If we were to queue in the morning, we may be able to see it only around 4 to 5 pm. -.-" Skip that in order to save time!

That picture is Mao Zhe Dong ( Forgive me if i spell his name wrongly)

Forbidden City, 故宫博物院

Consisting of over 9,000 rooms and spread over 250 acres, this large palace complex was built between 1406 and 1420, but was burnt down, rebuilt, sacked and renovated countless times, so most of the architecture you can see today dates from the 18th century and on wards during the Qing Dynasty.

Summer Palace, 颐和园

As the largest royal garden in China, Beijing's Summer Palace is actually a parklike imperial retreat spread out over 10 square miles. The Summer Palace in northwest suburban Beijing is the largest and most complete imperial garden existing in China. Once a summer retreat for emperors, this 290-acre park is still a retreat for the tourists, who can relax here or walk around ancient pavilions, mansions, temples, bridges and huge lake. Summer Palace mainly consists of Longevity Hill (Washoushan) and Kunming Lake.

These damn cotton wool dunno come from where or from which tree..... I tried not to breathe much so it wont trigger my asthma... Its like floating verywhere.. =(

The Olympics station

The olympics station which is going to be open up soon for the 2008 olympics! Well.... its a disappointment cuz the whole place is being seal up to protect the newly build station... Took photos around it...

The second day of the trip.....

It was super tiring cuz we have to wake up at 4 plus am.... gosh! This time we followed tour group and so we have to wake up at this timing... faint~~~

Badaling Great Wall, 八达岭长城

Badaling Great Wall is located at Yanqing County, more than 70 kilometers northwest from the center of Beijing City. It is a mountain pass of the Jundu Mountain. Badaling is at the highest point of north end of the Guan'gou gorge, in which the Juyongguan Pass lies. In the history, the function of Badaling Great Wall was to protect the Juyongguan Pass. Badaling Great Wall became a very important military strategic place since the Spring and Autumn Period (770 BC - 476 BC) and the Warring States Period (476 BC - 221 BC). Many incomplete parts of the wall were proved to be built in the Warring States Period.

Does the ride look thrilling to you? Haha... its not at all! Its super slow...

I finished climbing the whole of Great wall and therefore.... entitled a cert!! =X

Im Joking....its impossible to do that... >.<

Next we went to Jade factory which of cuz.... manufacture Jade! Its so super expensive lah! See see and took photos only.... Bought Jade later on at other place which is so much cheaper cuz the boss gave us 'discount'... Dunno if its fake jade... =X

This teapot is super cool!

Ming Tombs ( 13 tombs in Ming Dynasty ),十三陵

Nothing to describe... basically im surrounded with tombs! ~.~

This is the burial site of 13 out of 17 emperors of the Ming Dynasty. There are just two tombs which have been excavated and open to the public: Dingling and Changling. Changling is the first tomb to be built. It took 2 years for renovation, and was opened in 1958. Dingling has been excavated so thoroughly that one has to get into the burial chamber itself.

Then we went to visit one of the places which i dunno what it is called... guess its about the history of the emperors... and then we pass by this place where we could try out the costumes and take photos.. We were not suppose to take our own photos... secretly took one... Paid for 30 rmb for the other 2 photos which they help us take... super ex....

I look like the palace maid...cuz she's so tall =(

Beijing City!

We went to the city at night after the travel tour ended! Super shagged after the whole thing... The city is really a very nice one! Love it.

I nearly vomit after seeing that they sold this kind of 'food'. The above one are scorpions!!Arghh!!! Puke!

The Singapore Cuisine! Aww~~~ make me feel so happy seeing this... kind of miss s'pore too! Our second ended and we went back... reached the hotel around 11 plus.... So tired!

The temple of heaven, 天坛

It is located in the southern part of Beijing, and has been one of the most holy places for the whole country for more than five centuries. It used as a complex of sacrificial buildings for the Ming and Qing emperors, and is the largest one in Beijing among several royal altars to Heaven, Earth, the Sun, the Moon and other deities or symbolic forces of Nature.

We didnt really enjoyed the third day cuz it rain after we walk a few of the places in the temple of heaven... Haix.. So sad! Did not walk finish! Our pants and shoes were soaking wet .... The heaviest rain i have seen ever since i came to China! HaHa!

haix... i want take picture over here! Dragon!

The 3 gals wore raincoat.. we took umbrella....

And so our trip ended... back to school on Sunday as it was to replace the extra Friday's holiday... Never even have the time to rest cuz we reach our hostel around 7 plus in the morning... put our stuffs, wash up and go to the lab! Lol.... Tired!

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--To Eve, HaHa.... yea im enjoying in China and Yea i miss you too! =)

Nanjing!

2008-04-22T09:25:00.010+08:00

Its already the 8th week of OIAP. Time flies! Decided to called home yesterday night to talk to my mum and brothers. I was looking at photos in lab when i suddenly miss them. My brothers really have full of craps! Haha.. he told me that the prawns died, then he remind me to buy things for him, then he say he miss my cheeky face! -.-" And he say my little boyfriend miss me too but he isnt there to listen to the phone. =) My mum asked if everything was alright cuz the news in s'pore said the wind is super strong and there is storm... everywhere is flooding... Hmmm... i dont know. Calling home is not cheap at all.. Calling 1 time usually cost 20 to 30 plus rmb. I called my brother to download skype so we can talk everyday!

Lesley went Shanghai to look for her father on friday evening. Her father was here for a business trip and has set aside weekend for her daughter. So sweet! So i was with the 3 gals since Friday night. We had dinner together at Baoli shopping mall before lesley board the train. She nearly missed her train! Stay in starbucks and start taking photos! Saw fireworks while going to rush for the last bus! Haha!! Went to Shi Tang Jie to eat supper and then watch movie in LF's room. I am happy! =)

Took a train to Nanjing. The train tickets is super expensive! Total cost for to and fro is 98rmb!
The below pictures are taken in Nanjing. We went to 4 to 5 places in 2 days. I have to say Sh is very good at researching all this places. I didnt even know what to help her in... or maybe she dont even need my help at all.. i might just make matter worse. Anyway i enjoyed myself during the Nanjing trip! Thanks!! =)

Very lazy to write much.... HaHa...

The da men that is nearest to our hostel. Still under construction

Below pics were taken in Nanjing. :)

Suzhou!

2008-04-13T09:24:00.015+08:00

Went to Suzhou on Saturday. Took a train around 10 plus and was deciding Sh and wt was wondering how to go when suddenly there this 2 foreigners with their China friend was talking to each other of where to go in Suzhou too. Then suddenly dont know from where... there was this so called tour guide who said she can bring them around. In the end we end up joining them so we can visit the places of interest in Suzhou. From foreign student to tourists!! So hilarious~~~ Haha.... Have to pay 15rmb for tour group fee. Then followed the so called tour guide who guide us to take a mini bus. Then she hand us to a another tour guide who took us around to all these places. Then we became friends with the 2 foreign people and the lady from China too!

Our first place we went is 古城河水上游览. Sat a boat where there is one uncle explaining about the various places that we will see. Saw Suzhou University and a prison side by side in which dont know which historical person stay in sia... forgot already! He speak so fast in chinese that the words almost sound foreign to me! Anyway its a nice boat ride! Althought not really very cheap for one boat ride like this! Bought 2 sets of poker cards which have scenery of the surrounding places. It cost 10 bucks which i find that it's acceptable.

古城河水上游览.

Went to the silk factory after that. Was hoping to buy something make of silk back. Heard from the tour guide that there is silk handkerchief which cost only 10 rmb but i never see any of that! The cheapest silk thing costs 100+ rmb! Oh my god... It was a silk factory, mass producing silk products... shouldnt it be cheaper instead? Thats weird! Anyway still it wasnt as bad since i manage to see how silk was being separated from the cocoon, the manufacturing of silk products and even touch silk to feel the softness. So sad that i dont have the money to buy silk things.

Silk Factory

This bed look so cosy~~~ Silk banket etc...

I dont know which one is for male or female..

This one is for male to wear. If i did not remember wrongly! Lol

Production of silk from cocoon.

Have lunch after the visit to silk factory. Before that i was trying silk Qipao. Awww.... cannot fit in so no photos taken. Worse still make 5 people wait for us to board the bus to go eat lunch... so embarassing! The lunch cost 15 rmb and its super not worth it. The food was not nice at all and therefore its considered as expensive!!

3rd place that we visit is the feng bridge in chinese is 枫桥风景名胜区. There's many different types of bridges and there is some of the scenery in which actor and actress act in but i was not paying much attention to the tour guide as i was busy taking photos! Not much to describe this place. Can only say that its a place with many bridges and river. (forgot to upload photos for this place!)

The last place we visited is a temple called 北塔报恩寺. Photos taking are restricted except the big buddha outside. It's a very nice temple with many contributions made by the people. Then Lesley, Wt and I went in where a monk start chanting and say that we can pray for our families and thanks our parents for their upbringing etc... after chanting, he give us joss sticks to burn it so as to fullfill our wishes but at the same time he want us to make a donation. Its not that we are stingy and dont want to donate... but it feels weird when the monk keep repeating the same thing over and over again and we were not told that we need to pay. Then when we return the joss sticks and walk off, he say you are being infillial to your parents stuff like this!! Oh my god... it's a super bad experience....

北塔报恩寺

Went to shop around the city area after that. Bought a dress and 2 pairs of jeans. Became broke after that. Didnt want to buy anything one but was tempted to do so. Feel super bored so went to find sh and wt. They thought of going back to wuxi as their friend Lf couldnt come over to Su zhou as her experiment ended quite late and she will be alone in hostel at night. At that moment, i feel that they are so sweet!! I start wondering if lesley would do the same for me... Lesley and I followed back too cuz it was inconvinient for her to sleep in other places while i go along since i still prefer my bed in hostel. Bought the 11 plus train tickets as there was no other available timing. Sat at KFC to eat and slack awhile waiting for the time to pass. Reach hostel near 1 am... LOL!! Cant find my room key somemore.. even worse.. and since the hostel entry door was locked, i have to call the uncle to pass me the master key to open my door! Feel so shagged after the running up and down! Hope the new lift is ready soon or it will be tiring to climb up and down 5th floor every time. There will be higher chance that i drop it in Suzhou. Feel so sad losing my keys!

Su zhou City

I will upload more photos next time .....

Before attachment

2008-04-11T23:39:00.005+08:00

Crazily taking photos before i came to China to do my attachment.

We went to eat sushi at sushi village. The sushi is 99 cents per plate. I shall only said that its the per plate that is cheap. The rest are so expensive. The above waffle is not bad but expensive too.

Shopping with the gals before i came too and they help me see if there is anything i need to buy. They accompany me to buy winter coat which in the end i did not buy at all. R have lent me her winter coat so i can save my money! But i only wore it 2 times. Haix.. waste my lauguage space since i never wear it often. I just feel very lazy and uncomfortable to wear it.

This box of chocolate is given by my classmates to thank me for helping them to photocopy notes! So sweet!! Thanks so much Yea. Haix but i left it in the fridge in s'pore.. go back s'pore it wld be gone~~~~ Lol.

Updated! Pictures of Jiangnan university

2008-04-07T22:28:00.012+08:00

Pictures finally upload! Haha!! I am feeling kind of lazy these few days... slacking and watching online videos in hostel. Got any nice online shows to recommend? U are welcome to do so! Below are some of the photos taken in Jiangnan university... and some in wuxi city..

This photo is taken at one of the gate in Jiangnan University which is the place im having attachment. Super big stone crave with the name of the school.

The secenery which is at the side of the school of Biotechnology.

Above 2 photos are the room that im staying. There's a double decker bed and below the bed is a study table being attach. Then there is this attached to the wall TV (which is the height of the bed ) - Can watch Tv while sleeping! We are also very fortunate since we have air-con in our rooms as we are staying in a new hostel.

The flowers are blooming! So 5 of us took photo of this beautiful tree. It's early spring now! People say that in spring, the weather will turn warmer but still sometimes its still freaking cold due to the wind!

The above are 5 of us that are here for attachment. Lesley and i are closer to each other cuz we are classmates while the other 3 gals know each other through CCA and in class. They are all very nice ppls and i should say they know much much more stuff than i do. After coming to this attachment.. i become emotionally unstable. I am not really close with the other 3 gals.. and so i dont dare to talk to much with them. Am afraid of saying the wrong things and stuff... I dont know if this would make them feel that i am attitude.. i hope not.

I have 2 presentation last week. 1 is one introduction on s'pore while the other is about the experiment that i am doing. I was the first one to present and thus feel extremely nervous! When i was presenting about the history of s'pore i stopped talking for 1 min. =( For the experiment part, i dont know how to answer my senior qns. Gosh~~~ I feel like dying after the presentation. Everyone who listened to my presentation know that i am super nevous! lol! I will upload more pictures next time. =)

2008-03-23T13:56:00.004+08:00

Im all alone in hostel. The other gals have gone out to the city. I could not go with them as i have to wait for my senior to message me and tell me when to go to the lab to do experiment. I wanted to go out very much.

I dont know why these few days i keep hiding away... I miss all my friends back.. i miss the way i can express myself freely and laugh and chat. I miss going shopping and eating with my friends too. I also miss my family!

2008-03-08T15:05:00.003+08:00

Its already one week since i arrived in china. Jiangnan university is really very big and beautiful and the students and professors there are all very nice people. The first day when we reach shanghai railway station, the 5 of us were abit lost and what worst is that we cant get the last train as there were no more tickets left. Have to contact the person-in-charge to inform that we were unable to reach wuxi due to no tickets available. Stay a night in a very cheap hotel..hmm if i did not remember wrongly, it should be $20 sing dollar? Maybe cheaper than that. Woke up early and reached wuxi where the Jiangnan uni students came and pick us up. They are known as Zibo and Zhiwei. Both of them are very nice and friendly but Zibo talk more compared to zhiwei. Zhiwei speak really quite good English i should say. He can almost translate most of the Chinese to English.Our laguage are so heavy and i think they got a shocked when they carry our laguage.

The hostel room is very nice actually. Not as bad as what was expected. Except the fact that i have to wear slippers to walk around the room as i am unable to mop the floor as i did not have a mop or stuff. still need to buy some stuffs before i can do much. Move my bed over to lesley room as we did not want to sleep alone. We each have our own room. The room is quite nice with cosy bed and a nice study table.

I got quite abit lost when attachment just start. I dont even know what to do and stuff. The first few days i kept reading scientific reports and at some time i nearly fall asleep cuz i was staring at the screen for long hours. Better hope that my supervisor did not see...

5 of us were spilt into 2 groups. I was together with SH and so we were in the same lab group but not same topic for project. Yesterday was so embarassing.. The other group of my friends were having lunch tgt with their teachers and i didnt really know until i reached there. SH have to go back to s'pore due to some family problem and so i went to join Lesley and friends so i wont be all alone. The problem is they were in the same lab group together and on that day they will having lunch with other members in the lab as well as their teachers-in-charge. Awww!! It is just so pai sei that i dont even dare to eat much and kept thinking about the situation later on.

Start doing experiment yesterday too. Prepare sterile liquid for washing microorganism endospores. Then have to go back to the lab at night to do lab work again. This time is microoragnism innoculation and preparation of medium as nutrients for microorganism growth. The science students there are really very hardworking and that they really treat their lab work very seriously. This is the spirit that i think we all need to learn from. You can really see that there are still many bicycles outside the school of biotechnology which indicates how hardworking the ppls are. I shall show you the photos next time again.

On saturaday, we went to wuxi city area to exchange our singapore money and also to shop for some stuffs. However unfortunately, I am unable to continue shopping and have to go off around near 11 as i have to join my lab group members for lunch. My lab group are very nice too. However, they asked me so many questions that i dont even know how to answer them. Sh is not there and i feel so helpless when so many questions was directed at me. Went back to hostel after that. So tired lah!

Haix... Im having quite a few problems these few days making me even more busy
-I cant view blogs now cuz it was blocked ... i shall see how ba.
-The toilet bowl is giving me problems and it's struck.
-The shower heater stops working when i bath half way and so i have to bath with cold water suddenly.
-I am abit lost now.

Still before i came to China, i had enjoy the days with all my friends. Dinner, Chatting and shopping. Well, its only 3 plus months quite short... Shocked when i quite of like everything here...its weather even though its extremely cold, the school and the food and snacks here since its so cheap and have many varities. =)

7 days left to attachment

2008-02-23T22:33:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over. I know this time like always... i did badly again. I study real hard this time and i think i must be crazy. Sometimes i slept only 3 hours before exam and for the last paper, i didnt even sleep. I couldnt finish revising the last paper though. There's must hell too much things to remember. And im blaming the stupid chickenpox that cramp all my exams and quiz. Okay.... maybe im not making sense.

I was so happy after the last paper ended. I was like ... phew~~ its finally over! Thank god man! Went to library with Hy to watch movie, I am sam. Its very nice. Very touching.... i cry all the way.... ever since that part where his daughter was taken away and being adopted by other parents. It was so sad! And i feel that the daughter was like god sent to Sam when i watch the movie.
The movie is about a mentally handicapped father, Sam fighting for the custody of his 7 year old daughter after the child welfare board feels that the father could not longer take care of his daughter based on intellectual development and decided to take her away from him.
Those who have not watch... must go watch if u are free or have breaks! But remember to bring packets of tissues. It is in the library, video section.

Im counting the days left.... counting down... erm.. not for exams of course. 7 days left and i have to leave for my attachment. I dont even know why i choose it in the first place after thinking its going to be a long 3 months. Im going to miss everyone badly especially my naughty handsome boys. I know i sldnt be regretting ... well hope i'll gain experience when i got there. I hope i'll be more independent and know how to make decisions on my own when i get back. And of course before i go i wish to meet up with all my dear ones! Ice-cream, chatting and steamboat! =X Have to go shopping to buy some stuff such as shampoo, facial wash, cream, winter coat.... feeling abit lost too cuz i dont even know what to do... like there's so many things to bring and so many things to do too.. and what's worse is that i dont even know what have i miss out! =(

Im watching It started with a kiss 2 in PPstream recently. Anyone know any website where the whole episode is out already? I want to watch it before i leave Singapore! It will be hard to watch it when i get there since there's internet fee when using in hostel. =( Anyone know where i can watch the whole episode?

Happy CNY!

2008-02-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my dear ones! =) Im always looking forward to CNY cuz i love bak gua and hong baos! But most of all, i love the idea of friends and relatives gathering together gossiping and laughing. Going to Malaysia to play with fireworks are fun too. This year is so much different. There is exam after CNY which is next friday so cant even have fun! Haix...

Just recovered from Chicken pox. What the hell... there's 3 tests this week. I was suppose to go back to school only next week but i went back to school this week cuz i did not want to miss any more lessons and the tests too. Because of the damn chicken pox, i have to go back during study week to take 2 of the quiz i miss out. So next week is not going to be study week... its exam+ quiz + OIAP briefing! Oh my god... Want me to go crazy mah? I was told off by the teacher cuz she say i should stay at home until my 2 weeks MC is up. But the problem is i feel damn stress with all the tests and exams and homework piling up! Besides i have finish the course of antibiotics... and feel that i should not slack at home already...hope the virus will not pass to anyone... =( The first week of after getting CP is so ..... i feel so tired even without doing anything and so end up sleeping most of the days. Really cant do anything. When i went back to school on monday, my classmates were so sweet. And really thanks to SN and HY for calling me despite their busy schedule. I know it's not easy for them.

Aqua pract test sux.... IMM pract test was alright except that there's alot of stuff i cant remember. Recieved a box of 20 pieces seashell chocolate from my classmates! They were so sweet! That box of chocolate is to thank me for helping them to photocopy notes everytime. Haha... Its okay cuz im happy doing photocopying work.

Next week schedule:
Monday: Bioinfo test ( which i miss out)
Tuesday: OIAP briefing and CCTA CT 2 ( which both i miss out too due to C.P)
Friday: CCTA EXAM!!!! Omg!
Saturday: Microbiology EXAM!!! Omg + omg + oh my tian+ oh my di! Haix... =(

Everything is so dead... i think i will get D for all my modules liao... This semester is the hardest of all man! And thats what most of the biotech ppls will say.
Pray for me Okay? Appreciated~~ :)

Chicken pox!! Arghhh.....

2008-01-29T08:54:00.000+08:00

Arghh... i got a 2 weeks sick leave, haix.And the medicine is damn expensive! It cost 90 bucks cuz the doctor say will recover faster. 2 weeks leave... maybe its a good thing since i always stress myself up and am not willing to rest. Now i had no choice right? Can take this chance to rest well? There are so many things left undone! I haven give sdar the instructor form.. later pip Tang no pay to take~~ thank goodness got raphael to help. Really thanks alot!

When my classmates called to ask if im alright and to tell me the next year change class thingy, i told them that i have a 2 weeks sick leave. The first thing they say is' What!?!?' What happen to you? Are u alright? Then they say omg.. dont need take CCTA, bioinfo and IMM tests liao... how? Hearing their voices make me miss them much. They always got the power to make people happy Yea. =) After 2 weeks is study week and then exam which means i wont see them until exam then. =( Thanks for calling me to ask if im alright and also helping me to take note any important stuff. I am so touched! ^^

I feel damn uncomfortable now.... =/

Hell week

2008-01-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

The week is finally over! I should say its a hell week... Presentations.... tests... handing up of assignments. I am still not used to presentations, still panicked during presentation and most of the time dont even know what am i talking. For CCTA, Dr Lee did not say anything and i wonder if its because my partner and i did not present well or it is because it's good thats why she had no question?

Microbiology CT 2 on fri was like shit..so is Aqua presentation. Hope i manage to pass well this time since i did not for CT 1. Really piang all the way. Burn not midnight oil lo... It's really throughout the whole morning and slept only at 4.30am and woke up at 6am to get ready for school and project presentation.

Fall sick on saturday.. got fever and my whole body was aching like hell. Slept for whole sat and slept for 12 hrs on sun. Become a pig liao... =/ Was suppose to wake up at 10 to discuss with SN about the POM assignment...but i could barely open my eyes! Im really sorry... then she told me to do the compiling can liao.. but i dont want cuz im already feeling bad for not being able to wake up on time.... There's still test next week... =( This semester is so short and there's so much to do.

I dont like argument... so please take all these away... let things go step by step and once at a time.. Sometimes we got too much things to worry about.. isnt it? We should learn everything on our own and when we fall we'll become stronger and learn from our mistakes. Its only through falling then we learn.

Am still at loss of what to do.... at loss of what to say....

NYP pianoensemble exchange

2008-01-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

(I love these beautiful cakes!! ) ^.^

Happy Birthday to K.E. U are finally 3 years old! Hope the club will continue to grow and cant wait for grand piano to arrive though i wont be able to see it since i will be having my attachment. Continue to work hard. =)

The NYP exchange was nice. Really it was. =) Well done to the K.E ppls who played during the exchange! I thought our club was already considered young but NYP piano club is even younger! Wonder wonder.... I thought i remembered that i saw piano club when i was in the 2006 open house?? Cuz that time i was looking for poly with piano club.... so i take note of whether there's piano club in NYP... huh huh ??? Did i hear wrongly? They said the club was 1 year old right ? Zzz...

NYP school is nice. Think it is bigger than my school? Many people asked me why i chose Np instead of nyp since it's nearer etc.. At that time there was no biotechnology in nyp but theirs are known as molecular biotech so i chose np thinking that they arent the same. Now our course name is change to molecular biotech. -__-" Have this thoughts that i sld have just study nyp at that time and maybe certain things wouldnt had happen at all .... But then again, im glad i came to np cuz i manage to know Sn, Hy, Ivy. They will try to give me help whenever needed and we always remind each other stuffs so as not to miss out anything. Thats why i love helping them to photocopy notes thus name as photocopying notes lady/auntie! Well of course not forgetting K.E friends, C, hf, hy and ky. Guess i would be so lonely without them in the club. Even though studies isnt really smooth, they are the ppls that make my life in np worthwhile so i dont regret after thinking of this. =) The school lecturers are nice too. =)

I am not strong inside ... yet i dont want to show the weak side of me either.

2008-01-03T12:46:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year to all and thanks for all the new year greetings ! =)

It's 2008!! A new year and i have new resolution too! Haha... Well... it's a secret!! Well school has started and that it is starting to be stress. Got back my Ct results and it's totally like shit.. kept telling myself that what's more important is that i have tried my best but it doesnt really help much. Lesson was terrible since i still dont feel well and i cant even concentrate during IMM lesson at all. Left 2 papers that we have not take back. Hopefully that will be better? Lastly ... Happy Birthday to my xiao bf!! =)

Last friday went to sentosa with KE. Sun tanning!! Lol Sun, sand and Sea! Picnic and camworing... i shall upload the photos next time cuz i update this blog when i was in IS class listening to the teacher talking in class at the same time but half a time nothing goes in. Sigh.. i wonder why i chose this in the first place?

Was doing project on new year eve discussing on POM. The project is quite okay since it's only a skit so we just need to rehearse everything. Wanted to meet klavierensemble ppls but change my mind. Went home and then decide to meet R and I since they ask before if i wanted to go for the new year countdown. Went to walk around at amk hub. Wanted to watch Alvin and the chipmunk but there was only 1 timeslot left so we change our mind.

Went to ECP after that with little frog tagging along. Dont ask me why he's call little frog... i have no idea too.. lol. It was damn crowded but i believe it was not as crowded as other places such as sentosa and vivo. Ate Mac and then went to cycle. Walk around while waiting for the clock to strike 12. Of course there was no fireworks but there was this SOS thingy where they actually throw something from the sky. From afar you can see something like a bright red dot slowly and slowly falling from the sky. It's nicer than fireworks since you can see it longer. =) Went to amk hub Mac and sat down to chit chat.. and went home only about near 3am. Thanks so much for making the last day of 2007 a memorable one. =)

I was sick on the first day of 2008. Guess it must be the wind that come from the sea and that i must have catch a cold. Try to do some reading before school start but end up sleeping the whole afternoon. -.-"

这一路走来不容易也很漫长就算是辛苦，累了也不要放弃不想放弃也不能放弃... 可是前方的路还多长呢？还须要走多久呢？能不能告诉我 ......

Merry Christmas! <3

2007-12-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

Went out with Zh. We have known each other for very long ... since primary sch. =) It has been so long since we last went out together. Well.. it's a bit hard since we are in different poly and that we have our own work and friends. Happy to see her still well and stuff. Still the active bunny! Haha. =) And she really really love bunnies alot. Shop at Far East plaza and then to bugis to continue shopping. We bought a bunny shirt and a bunny hp chain tgt.

Haha... girl, study hard ok? Next time we shall meet up for dinner :)

I think there's a handsome guy walking past? Where am i looking? lol

We love bunnies alot and it's true :)

Even it's abit late... Haha... Merry Christmas to all! =)

celebrazione

2007-12-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

Wei han , my duet partner! Xin ku ni le~~

Jin Jin and me =)

Hong Yu and me =)

Concert is a success with 100% tickets sold. Im so happy. =) The club have grown alot from where it has start. All the hard work before concert.... rehearsal and training camp.
Before i went out to the stage i was panicking.... and my hands were cold (dunno why... ) Keep trying to tell myself that i cant screw up the only piece of song that i had. Anyway thanks those who kept telling me it will be alright and tried to make my hands warmth again. =) Thanks to my friends who came for the concert despite their busy schedule. Love all of you and hope you all enjoyed it. =) Thanks Wq for the gift too. =) And lastly, everyone played well on that day. Our hard work paid off yea and it will not be possible without the concert committee doing all these.
I believe the days ahead will be even better.

Went Kbox_ing with Christine, Hf, Cassie , darren and charles after the concert. Sang until 3 am and went to christine's house to sleep. Thanks christine for letting me stay overnight at your house and thanks ur mum for the tanyuan. =)

I know when i start remembering all the little things. =)

haix... santa santa... where are u?

2007-12-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

Training camp is over. Guess it was much more relaxing than the previous one except the fact that it was tensing because of the concert. The food is still horrible~~ =X Lol... but better than the previous one.
Went back one day earlier because i have to collect my new passport and give the new passport to Dr Zaman so she could give it to my supervisor in shanghai. In the end, i miss out the rehearsal for the last day of camp. Went to collect my passport on wed and when i reach home in the afternoon, immediately i sent the particulars to her. Am i efficient? =X

Went out on thurs with Christine to buy blouse for concert. It's going to be my first and last concert in NP... Haha... so i hope i dont look bad or make mistakes on that day . =.=

This 2 weeks of holiday is surely not going to be enough. The first week will be concentrate on concert. Then next have 3 projects to do. Oh my... Then i have to worry about air tickets, visa and what worse the winter wear for my attachment since it's still going to be cold when i reach there.

Can someone just tell me why? I dont feel well these few days. Im having many thoughts in my head. Everything is so wrong... ok... What am i really doing... what am i really thinking? Why am i still staying here? I just dont seems to have an opinion of my own... and i feel that i am demanding and spoilt. What's the problem with me!

Christmas is coming and i know everyone is having wishes~~~
So i ask myself what i want for christmas...
Roses? Maybe not since they will wither soon when they see me.... haha
Jewelleries ? Maybe not since they wont shine when it's wore on me...
Love? Nah maybe not since i dont know how to love someone nor how to make one happy...
Beautiful clothes and dresses? Maybe not since it doesnt make a difference...
so what do i want for christmas? I dont know too.. would you want to tell me?

Santa.... i will just study hard just like the way i used to and stay in my own world. It will be much better. Haha.. Give me strength, Ok?

CHristmaz lights

2007-12-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Common test is finally over! I guess the papers are alright except Cell culture Application. What e... i dont know what to study for that, cant even concentrate properly when i study on that subject and what worse i dont know how to answer the questions even when 70% is learned in practicals. Yan ting... yanting... you have been dreaming during lectures and practical classes... Who are you dreaming of ?? Omg...serve you right liaoz... I think i have higher chance of failing this module. Still say what i dont want to have a C or D in my progress report.. Now i will just dream on Ok!

Meet up with HF and christine after my last paper. Christmas lights are so beautiful and with the company of them makes the night even enjoyable. Thanks to all. =) We have steamboat together and i dont know how many plates of buns did we order? We kept taking photos- advertising the buns and the steamboat shop in bugis, taking pictures with christmas trees and stuff. LOL!! Thanks HF for your handmade christmas card! =)

2007-12-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

Sitting just not far away..
I was trying to say the first word...
I was trying to take a glance..
Waiting ...
No words came out...
Waiting....
Why is it only silence?

What am i waiting for... A miracle? A hope?
Wake me up from this dream that will never come true...

2007-12-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

My OIAP results is out today!!! LOL I'll be going to ShangHai... What e... I wanted korea and my partner wants it too!! Awww~~~ BUt then it doenst matter cuz i will still be learning something! =) And i believe it is going to be a good experience too. ^^ There is much to be done first before i leave then~~ Think it will be Feb.. 1 week after exam. Right now common test is much more important. =X

I'll Remember You - No secrets

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

Those words i shall only whisper to you.

很多时后人总是因为怕受伤所以选择逃避 .... 我是否也一样？

Common test is coming!!

2007-12-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

Common test is coming soon and i believe most of us will be busy mugging their lecture notes and tutorial worksheets till late at night. Hahaha.... Jia You Jia you~~~ =)

Look through friend's blogs... and realise im guilty of having this feeling too. When i dislike someone or something, do i show it? Do i tell the person? Just like when im doing projects, my group members show that they are not interested, do i really speak out what i really feel? Afterall it is difficult to do so... to speak out everything that is feeling in the heart. Maybe it just that we dont want to hurt that person.. or maybe it's just that we feel that we are sensitive and that we should not think too much?

Did some tests which i saw in Alison's blog. LOL... Cuz i was quite sleepy after staring at my CCTA notes for so long... (yet still dunno what the notes is about... Haix) Whether it is true or not, it is not up to me to decide... Haha..

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's The True You?

You Are 78% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

You Are The Emperor

You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do.
You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea.
You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone.
Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well.

Your fortune:

In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love.
This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you.
It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person.
You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father.

What Tarot Card Are You?

2007-11-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

I know i have not been updating my blog. Have been lazy and tired. What worse is that my immune system is getting weaker. What e... I can suffer a bad flu suddenly. Yesterday is worse...terrible day for me.. I dont feel well cuz...... Haix. I cant concentrate during MMB lecture and hide in the toilet for more than 15 mins cuz i feel too weak to move. BY the time i come out of the toilet, lecture has ended. -.-" During practical, my partner had to do most of the work too... Xin ku ni le~~~ When i reach home i start to have terrible headache so i just slept instead of doing my project.

Went for the newater programme plan by the roteract club. LOL... Sad to say, i have never been to the newater visit center during my secondary days and so this is an eye opener for me!! Wahaha..... -.- Crazy photo_ing with jasmine and lesley.

Went out with them after the programme ended. I was suppose to go to school and study and then went for my practice. But after confirming that the music room will not be opened, i didnt go back to school but go shopping instead. Went to bugis and ate at Ajisan. So yummicious~~~ But then at the same time, i keep worrying about my IMM presentation which is on mon... -.- Although i rarely go out with them, i have to say that they are fun pupils to be with too! LOves~~ =) Im happy and my mood is back to normal.

How my heart is beating?
What my mind is saying?
What sign language do i want to show?
Tell me, would you?

2007-11-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

I wondering if both of them are snatching the last piece of food.. ?

Christine !! I thought u say u want to go on diet! Omg! Why u eat 20 plus
plates of sushi!! *shake head* =X

Does it looked delicious to you ?

This is a new dish made. It's an expensive dish... LOL

Went to eat sakae sushi yesterday with Sueying, Jocelyn, Jessica, Wei Han, Nikos and Christine at Jurong. I'm having STM these few days... What e... I forgot that i have RC recruitment drive on thurs and went straight home after lesson. Its only when i went to unpack my school bag than i realised that i should be at the booth... Zzz.. And yesterday i forgot that i have meet Sy to go there together. I was even worrying that how should i reach there...and meet up with the rest. Then i meet up with Christine and we shop around Jurong Point before meeting with the rest since it was still early. The sushi was nice but i dont really feel very full even having spent $17 plus. LOL! I think there is something wrong with my stomach... Zzzz The last picture was the new dish! Omg!! Better dont tell you all the procedure. =X They even suggested of putting it on the sushi track and see if anyone really take the 'new dish'!! Oh my god~~~ But then if u really take a look it does look like a special dish. I wonder what would happen if they did actually put and if people will really take or not? What was worse... they wanted to put on the red plate so it cost $5 plus! LOL! Laughing like crazy!
Enjoyed dinner with all of you! Rocks!

Went back to school today to see how's my fishes are doing. SN has an event running so i come to school instead. Wanted to ask HY but it was quite late yesterday when i remembered about the fish feeding timeso i didnt ask her along. Have to change the water of 3 fish tanks and have to see if my 30 fishes are alright. Haix.... the first fish tank... 1 of my fishes die. It was still fine when i came. Did it die of shocked after seeing me? =X Put a new fish in and have to measure its total length, standard length, depth and weight. It is 12 g!! The heaviest fish that i have weigh so far and the new fish is a big bully! I am abit worried for sunday since we do not need to go back to school to see our fishes. Im afraid the big bully will injure my other small fishes!!! =( How how how??? Didnt even want to leave the fish lab.... leave only when everyone left cuz the lab and the school is empty and it's scary. Better pray that my fishes will be alright! =/

Happy Birthday to Wei Han!

2007-10-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Friday, 26th of Oct

Happy Birthday to Lesley and Wei Han!! May all ur wishes come true!! HaHa..
Anyway wanted to frighten lesley on her birthday but end up not doing so... cuz my friend say something.. Haix.
Went to Wei Han's hse after school ended for vegetarian BBQ! Was wondering the many different types of vegetables! Haha.... But then the foods are delicious and i have to say that his mum is a good cook! =) Thanks for inviting us to your hse and hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration on that day! =)

Sat, 27th Oct

Have IS project meeting. Our task is to act out as 'blind' people and see people reaction. Then we have to interview why they actually came to help or why they actually did not. I acted out in the crowded area, clementi Mrt station while my gp member act out in the non-croweded area. When interviewed the person who have helped us, some of them said that they feel abit suspicious as usually blind person will take a white stick instead of the stick that we took which was dull red colour. Lol!! Well... we did try to ask or buy it but couldnt as blind sticks can only be bought at the blind people's association. Everything end around one plus. Presentation is on thursday and i hope everything is well. I am quite lucky this sem.. my group members for IS are all hardworking and i think we can score well in this module! =) Let's work hard!

My nice IS group members. =)

School starts ...

2007-10-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

Friday

Class Dinner

The photo above~~~ The remaining of us went to game zone to play...

Class dinner on friday before school starts. It was not easy sms_ing everyone to come for class dinner since it was holiday and ppls were either working or busy. Well... at least i manage to have half the class with me. Had steamboat at bugis. I think is called huo guo zhi jia? Hilarious ... the people who was giving flyers to me and my friends said that it was only $10 plus but it end up to $17 plus per person and they say it was including soup and drinks. WTH... I have already told me classmates it was only $10 plus so my friend and I went up to argue back.. Haha.. the person in charge say forget it so we end up eating cheaper than the marina bay steamboat. How can they dont know the price of the steamboat when they are working there? LOL! Some of my classmates went back home cuz they have to work the next day while some of them were tired. Thanks for coming everyone and i really appreciate it. Guess i was really happy on that day! =)

Saturday.
Happy 80th Birthday to my Gramdma!!!

All the yummicious food .... *drooling again*

My granny 80th birthday cake. It's 2.5 kg!

Happy Birthday to you and I love u too! =)

Family and relatives

Sunday
Journey to the Zoo!!!

Went to zoo on the last day of school holiday tagging my brothers and cousins along. Everything was fun except that at some point of the day it was drizzling. End up taking shelter at where the elephants were. We manage to visit all the animals! Think it took us about 6 hours plus... Love all the animals! Super cute! Next time if im going to zoo again, i am going to bring my friends along with me. Hahah...

And soooo... Holidays are already over and it's time for seriousness again and all those play should be put aside. It's still the first week of holiday and i believe we still have the holiday moods! Haix... 1st week also means that I need money to buy my notes and books!! LOL!

Klavierensemble camp' 07 <3

2007-10-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

Klavier camp' 07

First day of camp:

Registeration at 9am. We have games, practices and audtion. There was so many things that i do not know and i start to panick. Thanks Khai Yin and Christine for teaching me during that practice. Appreciate so much! =) During audition, we have to wait at the dressing room until it was our turn. I was the last one to have audition in that group. Ken explain to me how the audtion was like. Then i was told not to panick and i felt so much better~~ Thanks so much! =) Had theory test after audtion. There were few of the question which i dont quite understand what it was asking for. Guess my way through.... After thoery test, we watch 2 movies, Secret at LT 26 and Alone at the guy's dom. Both movies were nice!! The piano songs that was played in secret was nice!! I want the songs!!! Watched Alone only after we have taken our shower.

Day 2 of camp:

Woke up at 8 plus. Had jogging at the track. Didnt brought track shoes. Those who didnt brought track shoes were punished by walking 10 rounds around the track instead of the running of 2 or 3 rounds. Sianzzz~~~ Had breakfast after the PT and next activity was captain's ball! KY hurt her feet and my slippers was spoiled too. =/ Then we had scavenger hunt. Searching for the things was difficult esp the pink socks and the Qoo drink can!! Then it was lunch time, debussy practice with Pip Tang, a mini recital from the performers and then dinner time. The next activity is a nice one! Amazing Race!! Wahaha... Hmmm even though it was tiring still i had enjoyed it. We managed to get to all the 15 stations but the last few stations, we had to run in order to finish everything on time. Shower at 11 plus and had mac delivery cuz we were all hungry. Have to wait for 1 hr and it came around 3am.

Day 3:

Woke up quite early even when i slept late last night. Saw SY and i was wondering if she did sleep at all. 3 person sharing 1 sleeping bag... I guess it might be uncomfortable for her. * Sorry~~* Brush my teeth and went to take a walk near the dom. Saw my Cell bio lecturer, Mr Mak. He said he just finished his swimming and then he ask me what i was having and so i said camp. Continue walking around and was thinking of something at the same time... then started to feel quite moody. Stand outside the dom for quite a while... feel tired and went back to my sleeping place again. Pack our things and went to the music room. Got out practical results~~ Manage to pass.... Everything ended at 12 plus.

Overall, i think this camp is much fun and much much more organised compared to the last camp we had.... Except... except... the food is horrible... =X It just doesnt make me feel hungry anymore and suddenly i just miss home cooked food =X

Went home... and just pass everything to my maid. Feel so sleepy and tired.... fall asleep on the sofa... My back is aching right now and my feet hurts from all the walking and cuz of the new slippers that is bought from cheers.

Anyway, shall end here... enjoyed every single thing and thanks for all the hard work to the camp comms and the audition judgers for all their hard work ! Thanks Thanks!

Hmmm...lastly..Happy Birthday to Jessica! =)

Happy Birthday Alison

2007-09-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling Alison! =)

Even though we may have many misunderstanding in the past... well it's over already isnt it? Hope you stay happy always and may all your wishes come true! =)

I have been working these 1 whole week. I should say it was tiring but then i can just feel contented when i am busy. There was so many activities when i work. I tried to go for all activities after my work. There was klavier practice... Tutorial for my student and then going to the elderly home for celebrations. Everyday is just so tiring cuz sometimes i reached home at 11 plus. Work starts from 6.30am and end at 6.30pm. Have to wake up at 5am and reach the working place at 6 to 6.15 am! Anyway... have stop work since the boss say that our department there dont have any stock to do anymore and that he will call us when there is work again... Shrug~~~ By the time he call, school starts already.. lol But Im not out of job! My another boss call me to go back to work for a few days cuz they are in need of people. It's after camp and im still deciding~~~~ I need money to buy the new ipod nano!

IS module enrolment is today. Heard from one of my classmate that not all modules are inside the list. Panick like hell cuz i didnt know what to choose anymore. But i have manage to choose what i want! =) Introduction to social Psychology and principles of management. I think social psychology would be quite difficult since there would be many topic discussions... but then i think it would be interesting still.

Next week is N.P.K.E camp. Feeling kind of excited .. i wonder what activities are there? I wonder how the audition would be like.... suddenly dont feel like going for it...

I cant imagine...next sem there is so many modules to take.. Let me count... i think there is 7! What e.. this is so .... XXXXXXXX I think my mind need more concentration then! =)

Genting trip

2007-09-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Memories we held ~~~

I love U

We sit this 'umbrella ride' for dont know how many 131423 times!! It's cooling!

This cork screw ride i didnt have the chance to ride. Next time i will. =)

Too cold to smile....

We have a romantic ride when it was going to close for the day =X

I guess she must have feel really blessed to hug my 2 handsome boys.

We shall hug each other so we will not feel cold!

Went to genting on sat. Have to wake up super early on that day .... This time, the genting trip is definitely much more better than the first two trips that i went even thought at some time of the day, the weather starts to turn bad.... I sat almost all the outdoor theme parks thrill rides.... well except for some. Sat on the flying coaster with my cousin before we leave and we scream like crazy until the people watching below kept laughing. There are 2 rides (or more?) which i didnt ride cuz Im afraid that i will get hard attack if it's too trilling. I guess my two other cousins are even much more braver than me! Stay for a few days and came back in time to celebrate HF birthday. I love everything during this genting trip... foods and rides and stuff =) I hope i be able to go next holiday again and this time i will be more brave and sit on all the trilling rides! =X

Happy Birthday to You, Hui Fen!! U are legally 18 ! Hmmm... Ermmm can go clubbing le... LOL.... May all your wishes come true and all the best thing in the world accompany u. =) Hope you like the card... wanted to express many things inside but then when i took my pen to write, my brain become blank! =.=' Anyway, hope you enjoy everything on that day!

Started work last thursday. Overall it was okay. During the first day, my hands muscle hurts alot. The next few working days my hands muscle doesnt hurt much but then my leg hurts! I didnt sit for the whole day whenever i work cuz i was afraid that i will fall asleep. The people that i work with are nice except that it seems that they like to gossip about other people... -.-" Well... It doesnt matter cuz my job is temporary... which means i only work because they need people. Work only until saturday.... at least i have manage to earn some pocket money! =)

Starting work tml !

2007-08-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Thanks for people who keep encouraging and cheering me up! I just feel that sometimes hard work just dont paid off Ya? =X For dont know what reason, I have been sacrastic lately and i seems to speak without thinking!! Hope i never make anyone angry or whatever~~~

Finally i can start work tomorrow! Yipee!! I'm super happy cuz i am totally broke! I still want to go shop for my clothes and stuff... i have many things to buy! Maybe i should write a list .... LOL Hope everything goes well for me tml! =)

Went to IMM to shop again even when i just went yesterday. Went to G2000 to help SN buy her shirt but dont have her size! Arww~~~ Didnt realise that there are so many delicious food! Saw a dougnut shop... I am waiting for the dougnut shop to open ! The dougnuts look beautiful and delicious !! =p

Went for club practice after that. Anyway, club practice is nice today. I see everyone working very hard during practices. Even thought i dont know how to play so well like them but still i learn quite alot! ML and WH rocks sia~~~ They are so fun people! lol They are like laughing and arguing at the same time (friendly one lah~~)

I wish and i wish..... There I can only hope that everything goes on well in your life and you be happy every single day... Tell me what more could i do ?

Exams over

2007-08-26T12:53:00.000+08:00

Well... exams was finally over! The 4 days was so tired... studying and studying... facing the walls.... no tv.. no going out...

On Thursday it was the last paper... and i was feeling very nervous. Woke up at 6 plus to study since my paper was in the afternoon. Had a terrible stomach ache... and went to the toilet for dunno how many times...
When i was sitting for the paper.. the first ques i looked i know it was gone case. My stomach was still painful and i cannot remember anything that i have memorise.. NOT A SINGLE THING!! Nearly broke down and cry.... since i study so hard for the test.. Imagine 10 out of the total 100 marks? Gone.... i will have to retake my INAC le.... and i think i will be the only one retaking in my class... It will be damn embarrasing..... ='( I dont want my results back...

The 2 days after exam i totally didnt even have any moods. Then my brother said something that make me feel hurt terribly. I didnt speak to anyone for that 2 days .... didnt even feel like doing anything and it make me think about my results even more...

How i wish the time would turn back~~ to those days~~~

Happy Birthday to my cousin!

2007-08-18T20:14:00.001+08:00

1 more day left and i going to take my 4 papers. Everyday is just studying and studying. I feel so sick~~

Study with Wq yesterday. I was 'booked' to study tgt since my common test 2, So i agreed since it was not last minute. =) It was great yesterday ! Next time if want study again must say in advance too and ya u will be choosing the place next time! =)

PR came to my house yesterday night to use my laptop for her project becuz my laptop have certain program install in it and that she was unable to do it in school since she missed the lesson. Initially she said sat but i cant cuz of certain reason.... Feel so lost at that moment... i need to study for my exams and was afraid to get distracted since i know i will be. It's hard to reject since she is a nice friend and she's always there when i need. In the end agreed ... she came over to my house at 10pm and somehow finished her project at 3 am. I studied almost until that time too but then i fall asleep on my bed while reading my notes until she called me to wake up. =.="' Good luck for your presentation on tues.

Today is my cousin's birthday ! Happy Birthday ! Wanted to go for my cousin's birthday celebration in Malaysia but i have exams so obviously my parents wont allow me to go since exams are more important... Oh my god... i heard it would be a nice celebration =( Its cruel to stick at home studying while there's a party going on~~~

Up till now i have somehow studied Bstat and mobio ( provided that i dont forget again....)
Inac studied abit only...
Bchem haven even touch!

YT must hang on .... hang on .... Die Die also must hang on!!! =X

Cannot sleep ...

2007-08-11T01:06:00.000+08:00

Alright..it was like 1 plus am on saturday . Couldnt really sleep nor could i really study at all. Decided to start blogging....

Slept at 4 am on Friday and didnt even know that i have lesson on friday!! Huh?? How blur can i still really be that i can even forget that i have lessons!! I thought lessons are all finished? Isnt it? Woke up only at 10 plus but was to late since lesson start at 11am. Unless i can clean myself up in 15 mins and the bus will reach in 20 mins time then only i will be on time. -.-'' Wanted desperately to know my INAC marks since Miss Ong will distribute the papers and i wanted to know where my mistakes lies too... Yuen Ting is a Big Sotong lah!!! =( =( =( Dont like the feeling of skipping lectures~~~

The vineyard man is nice!! Hui fen u can watch when u are free! =) I couldnt study nor sleep so i watched this video and found it very nice! Thats also why i end up sleeping at 4 am.. =.='''

I never see what's in front of me....
never hear what was said to me.... never trust what my heart was saying to me.... Afterall, No matter how i tried.... I know i can never escape .... can never
For this.... it makes me hate myself even more...

Happy BIrthday Singapore!

2007-08-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you~~~

Happy birthday to Singapore

Happy Birthday to U!!!!

This year i choose to celebrate national day in a different way. Instead of staying at home to watch the live version of NDP, I went to marina with my friends to watch the fireworks. =)

Went with Ruth to meet Irene at amk Mrt station around 1 plus. Shop around and ate at marina square. Then we follow the crowds to find our best view for fireworks. It was so packed that at that moment i wish i had not agreed to tag along!! But afterall felt that it was worth it.. Saw the helicoptor flew past with the flag along with it and the way the people cheer when the fireworks came and you are able to feel the warmth all around you. Okay...it was worth it ... =) Have to wait for the crowds to clear off since we didnt want to squeeze the train with them. Walk to raffles mrt station to take train. My whole body and my feet was aching like hell !!

I Love Singapore!! <3 <3 <3
This is my country, my home and where i belong! =)

Happy Birthday Christine!

2007-08-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Christine!!

Went to celebrate Christine's birthday yesterday. Meet christine first at city hall and then followed her to G2000 to buy her top. Waited for her cousin to come.... Then christine received sms from Qh and she was so happy that i thought she almost scream out.... See ..it means that you still have a place in his heart Ya.*smiles*

We shop around and then waited for the others to reach. Ate at marina square pizza hut. Its nice taking photos and chat with all of them. They are all nice and fun people. =) Headed to raffles to eat Ben and Jerry ice-cream. It's delicious and im so in love with ice-cream~~~ Took bus home while the rest went to esplanade. Reach home about 12 plus... There's test on tuesday but after spending all my time i still dont have the mood to study at night...

Happy Birthday to you once again! Guess you must be deeply touched especially by Mr sweet! Haha... stay happy always and may all your dreams come true!! =)

Today...finally have the mood and starts studying at night while taking a break and blogging at the same time. Found on that there's so many things to study and memorise.... I seriously gonna hate all the topics on metabolism!! I think i cannot sleep tonight le~~~

Gonna go mugging... until i feel totally tired! =p

Class Outing

2007-08-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

2F06.... Love...

Lessons end at 11 plus today. It had been so long since we have early dismissal. Have class outing with Dr Amy. Waited for Dr Amy at the LSCT lobby there and we go off together to take bus. I didnt go along as i need to meet hf to get my camera but then i told Sn to tell me what bus they taking so i will meet them inside the bus. lol... ( i manage to meet them in bus 52..) ^.^
Thanks hf for coming to school early to hand me back my camera even when her lesson starts only at 1pm. Sorry for the trouble...

Our class outing is lunch at BT plaza's pizza hut cuz Dr Amy said she have to rush back to school after that so we decided to eat lunch that's near school. The above photo is my whole class except By cuz he go meet his gf after he ate finish. This class.. 1F06 and then now 2F06.. we have been together for 3 semesters. It's nice to be in this class cuz we are quite united compare to other class. Having lunch and doing stuff together. They are all nice pupils! I love this class ! 2F06 rocks Ya! =) Dr Amy was nice to talk with! She's beautiful and nice and etc. She was the one who paid for our bill at pizza hut. o.O U can imagine how much for 18 plus people! Hope we have another class outing again! Wahahaa....

Thanks hui fen for your present! It's cute!! Thanks for the handmade card too.. I receive it on monday during club practice. Thanks.

I dont like the way i am feeling...I dont like when my heart skip a beat...
But i know i can never ever escape.... can never...

Test was over!!

2007-08-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Test on the first 3 days of week 16 was finally over. It was totally gone case. I felt so stress when i was studying for INAC... it just feel that i still have many things left unstudied and whose fault was it? Blame it on me for studying last minute... but then that module is so dried and when u start studying you just have the temptation to fall asleep~~~

Ivy's birthday was on wednesday. Happy birthday to you! See im busy and i have test but i never forgot that it was your special day. =) May you be happy always and may all your dreams come true Ya ... => Love you! Hope you like the present and the card too! :)

Still have one more test left... Biochem which is next tuesday. This module needs understanding and memorising work done. Up to now i still dont have the mood to study.. Dunno why lah~~~ ='( The first 3 tests also like that...i just seems to be unable to concentrate and i cant have facts fixed it in my brain. Maybe i need a brain replacement.... =.=' I hope when i start studying on sunday, my brain would be back to study mood ~~~

Birthdays

2007-07-28T14:20:00.000+08:00

My 19th birthday~~~~
Some of the pictures taken....

Last saturday was my birthday and now Im 19!! Celebrated my birthday with my family on friday. Before my birthday i already had an early birthday present from my parents..they paid for my bag that im using it now in school. Haha... Was so surprised as i receive a card on monday with sweet messages from the class =) It was after our lunch when i received the card. Then thanks hy, Sn and Ly ~~ for making my life filled with fun and laughter, for being there and also enduring my temper. Thanks to everyone who give me those sweet wishes. And ya when i received one of the message i was so happy that Zh still remember my birthday! => *Huggess* Sn gave me a mirror with a rose on top of it. She say since i like looking at myself in things that reflect, giving me a mirror allows me to view myself from there!! So LOL!! Now i dare not do that anymore, since i was caught! =.=' Went to malaysia on saturday evening. Have dinner tgt with grandmother and relatives. Came back on sunday evening. Remembered that i have not do my homework and started rushing~~

Wednesday was Aloysius birthday. Happy Birthday to you and may all your wishes come true! =)

Thurs was I&E presentation and i couldnt go for the INAC extra classes which i needed badly. =( That 20 minutes was the longest 20 mins i ever had~~ =/ We clicked on the wrong file and all the way i was like talking to myself. I seriously dont understand what am i talking so how would the rest of the class do? The slides was worse and i was the one doing it . Our teacher said it was not in order and we should have talk about our products first instead. I felt so guilty as im the one doing the slides... I did ask my leader if the slides was in order and if it's ok, she say it was ... It's the worse presentation i ever had.. and i think i am the one who screwed up everything becuz of the slides!! =(

I have 3 tests next week!!
Monday: Biostatistic CCT
Tuesday: INAC from 4.30 to 5.45
Wednesday: MOBIO practical test

And there all these are taking control over me....
i couldnt concentrate and those ans in my mind went unanswered....
I was treated so differently... like as thought i did something wrong...
I dont like to be treated this way...
And yet my words are still left unsaid...

Bstat Cct and Inac presentation

2007-07-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

Went for roteract installation last saturday. Guess my friends were happy since the event went smoothly except that not many people attend. Well, at least it the event went on successfully.. right? We need to pay for the ticket and the cert which cost $10 and then plus the club T-shirt which is $16. Didnt even bring more than $10 on that day...cuz i totally forgot about it. Gosh~~~ Anyway was in a much better mood after the installation.

On Monday there was Bstat CCT. Alright..i didnt did that bad since i have only one ques wrong. But that one ques cost 11 marks!!! =( Went for club practice as usual but went off early cuz i wanted to complete my INAC presentation and i have a Biochem quiz the next day and i didnt study during weekends since i study for Bstat instead.

Tuesday went to teach tution. Just as usual.... my student gave me maths questions again.. Arghh!! Maybe im being irresponsible but i do really hope that i can change to teaching P1 or P2 instead... I really have no confidence teaching a P5 Kid and the feeling just got worse everytime i teach her. I fear of teaching her the wrong thing which would then cause her studies to worsen... Tell me what should i do ya?

Have presentation today. Can tell you honestly that it's screw up!! You know what our lecturer did? He kept yawning and he said that our class didnt present much anything that was interesting to him. For god sake...that INAC presentation have already make us go crazy lah..... and becuz of this i even made Shin Ni feel stress by hurrying cuz i was too worried and i can tell she's pek chei !! Im sorry .... Went to do I&E at 5pm... Was worried about that presentation too.... and keep hurrying them too... But afterall Im worrying too much cuz much have already been done. ~~~Phew~~~ at least not that stess anymore... =)

Random pictures that was taken during shopping time and during club practice. Thanks christine for teaching me the paint art thing. =>

Love can be a many splendid thing

Can't deny the joy it brings

A dozen roses

Diamond rings

Dreams for sale

And fairy tales

It just bring melody to you

The trouble with love is

It can tear you up inside

Make your heart believe a lie

It got into your heart and soul

And u start losing control

Losing all controls

Alright.... have been ask by christine to do this about 1 plus week ago...

The game is started by stating 6 weird things about themselves...

1) I am a very moodswing person. I can be very happy in the day but then cry in the middle of the night when i start thinking of something....

2) If i dont study i really dont study... but if i really have the mood, i can study for one whole day and i really mean it! Which means i can study from when i woke up until about 3 or 4 am and in between only a few hours of rest!!!

3) Even if i have already eaten my meal, it would seems as thought i have not since i dont feel full easily. Maybe you could say that i have like a guy's appetite? ( lucky i dont gain weight easily... )

4)I love to keep myself busy if Im unhappy or sad. Busy keeps me occupied so i would not start thinking things again

5)Most of the time i kept wondering who i am? Is it the true me? Am i speaking from what i feel in my heart or am i just hiding away....

6) I am 'partially blind'. You may be walking in front of me or sitting just beside me yet i may not be able to see that you are there. Am usually in my own world when im being left alone.

These 6 people are being selected !!

-Alison

-cassie

-Irene

-JinYuen

-Zhi Hui

-Edwin

Have quite a hard time thinking 6 weird thing about myself... it just shows that even i dont understand myself well.... o.O

Now Im trying to search for nice blogskins !!! =)

Pictures uploading (genting)

2007-07-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken during genting trip......

I love my mango pudding!! =)

Zhan Rong and me!

Zhan Rong say Cheez =)

I'm in love with cakes esp the chocolate one!!

Some of the nice scenery

My brothers =)

Alright..I finally upload the photos that was taken in genting. Guess my brothers enjoyed it more than i do....

Have taken back all results except mobio. Overall, Its not that bad compare to the last 2 semester. Hope i can continue to work even harder...... Esp mobio and inac.

Was like keep going out to shopping and stuff ..... not in a good mood to study and was abit in depression mode.... Anyway, due to all those going out etc... Im fine now !! Suddenly i just love buying clothes and i started to love shopping even more.... even if i have no money... Haha..

Today was I&E. Our idea is the library seat counter, which means it would detect the number of seats left in library so that students would not have difficulty finding seats. Cool Ya? For god sake...it's not at all!! We have problem creating it and that our teacher is like fussy about our idea saying that it's not good enough and that our research is not deep. This idea seems impossible to create and that teacher did told us that maybe we could change to another idea... but look... we have done so much research about those sensors and stuff, and i dont really want to give up. We will continue to work hard !!

Was doing I&E project at convention underpass with my group members. 4 of my classmates and raphael and other friends that i know through IS moules have booth setup at underpass too, so i end up buying food and things and kept eating non-stop... My classmates sold handicraft for charity. Although it's only for charity and the money they earn goes to charity, they still work hard to sell away those handicraft. =) And so i saw the other side of my classmates ... the way they work hard for charity and the way they care for the handicap lady. Cheers to them!!

My recent blog song lyrics..... by S.H.E

下着雨

让尘气稀释回忆

我靠着你不出声音

看着你

看着斑驳的甜蜜

爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口

隐隐作痛

你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口

也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我

变成一种问候

不如趁早放手

把爱坠落

让满地鲜红

说你爱我

变成一种折磨

不用陪我走到最后

我承担不起你的承诺

下着雨

让尘气稀释回忆

我靠着你不出声音

看着你

看着斑驳的甜蜜

爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口

隐隐作痛

你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口

也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我

变成一种问候

不如趁早放手

把爱坠落

让满地鲜红

说你爱我

变成一种折磨

不用陪我走到最后

我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我

变成一种问候

不如趁早放手

把爱坠落

让满地鲜红

说你爱我

变成一种折磨

不用陪我走到最后

我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我变成一种问候

不如趁早放手

把爱坠落

让满地鲜红

说你爱我

变成一种折磨

不用陪我走到最后

我承担不起你的承诺

School has started !!

2007-06-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

And so just like this.... 2 weeks of holiday was over. Have been busy eversince school starts. Anyway, I have really enjoyed myself during the 2 weeks. Every single day was spent preciously. =) Went shopping together with friends..... watch videos..... Play games.... Now i am back to school. Hope this time everything would be even much better and that i could continue to work hard even most of the time im still unable to concentrate due to some reasons..... (Well.... also wish i can concentrate mah~~~ but it's just difficult lah~~) Went to genting when holiday was going to end. More time was spent on eating than playing.... The wheather was nice and that just brighten me up. The feeling of touching the clouds. =) I wouldnt mind going next time again but i really hope next time there would be friends to go with me or maybe all my cousins can come along too =) Will upload the photos next post .... Need to rush projects and study too ....

Monday went for club practice as usual. Luckily things did not turn out ugly during meeting .... Was like so worried cuz i didnt want the same thing to happen again.... Anyway, I am glad. =)

Tuesday i went to teach tution.... There were many new tutors. Back to teaching my student, Qian Ning. I was abit disappointed. She kept mentioning about how she misses her precious tutor.... HY who was my friend. Then when i teach her, she was like not willing to do her work nor was she willing to listen. Eversince i take over from my friend (after she quit), I have trying as much as possible to teach her nicely..... Really dont know hiow and sometimes i just feel like giving up. I am not good with children and this is a fact !!! I hope i can really hang on. Really hope that my student can improve and score well too.... but HOW ?? =(

Today is I&E. I was already panicking cuz i keep hearing that many people have already have their work completed. All the way i was complaining cuz nothing have been done. Presentaion was in week 15!!! Slept late last night cuz i did some reasearch for I&E and mbio and was like face black during project discussion. My group member thought i was angry that he was late for 1 hour... Well... maybe i am a little angry but hey... thats not the reason why my face look 'black' !!! ~.~"

It's Michelle's birthday today!!
Happy Birthday to you !!! Love the way she tell jokes and our classmates love her too !

Happy Father's day !!

2007-06-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

Went to Malaysia to celebrate Father's day on saturday. Woke up quite early.. about 5 am cuz my parents were afraid that there would traffic jam if we were to go in the afternoon. Went shopping with my cousin while my parents went fishing... =.=" Then watched dvd ..... the show called angels lover which is now on Tv every friday 11.30 pm. The show is nice but i can't finished watching it. Cant even take back home to watch cuz they have not finish watching . Sian~~~
Celebration was at night... Yummy food .... gossiping ..... talking and laughing crazily with my cousins....

Have another celebration again on Sunday. Saturday one was for my grandfather but sunday one was for my cousin. This time no home cooked food.... ate at tai zi restaurant. Watched movie...Fantasic 4 at night. The movie was quite a short one,think it lasted about 1 and half hour.

Ate 3 type of cakes in 3 days ....omg~~~ I wonder how much weight i have put on! The 3rd cake was for my father which my sis and i bought. Only manage to celebrate on monday cuz we came back only in the morning.Was like so tired so never went for practice. =x

Cake for my grandfather

Cake for my cousin

My cousin's daughter.... only 2 months old.

Some of the little ones with my grandfather

Happy Father day to my father and to all GOOD father in the world !! =)

Swimming

2007-06-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Had great fun yesterday. Went swimming together with Ruth and Irene at kovan melody condo. I dont really know how to swim and both of them had hard time teaching me. Then we went to spa together with Ruth's mum and her friend. Soak in there for about 15 mins and when i got up i felt giddy. Sat down to rest. When i went to shower, the moment i close the door i saw darkness and the next thing i knew i was on the floor. Gosh...it was so embarrasing.... =( Then found out that asthmatic people cannot have spa. But then have to say that the spa is comfortable ! =) A pity i cant have it again next time....

Went to have dinner at Hong Kong 24 hrs cafe. At that time, its was already like 11 . Reach home around 12 and my whole body was aching because of the swimming !!!

Thanks Ruth's mum for the dinner treat . =)